Bleeding Blue & Orange

Opening Day 2008

2008-03-31T13:02:00.002-04:00

Happy Opening Day!! It's finally here! I will be the first to admit, last night I was not ready for Opening Night. Other things (ahem, WM 24) consumed my evening. But today I am ready. The Mets should be ready. Johan should be more than ready. I'll be in and out throughout the day, but I hope to recap some more later this evening.

Enjoy the day everyone!! Let's Go Mets!

Ready for 2008

2008-03-14T01:27:00.005-04:00

I apologize for being so scarce. Later this week I will update you on the career side of my life, but for now the focus is on Spring Training. I had intended on taking an adventure to Port St. Lucie this year, but things did not go as planned. Needless to say, SNY is filling my craving for baseball. I'm chomping at the bit though and ready for the real '08 season to begin.

As April is fast approaching, there's a few things to discuss. The Johan Santana phase has begun in Queens. It's exciting I know. I'm swept up in it too. I actually am obsessed with Johan's Malta Regional commercial. Please check it out if you haven't seen it yet. I also bought my Santana shirt already. I got caught up in the craziness, as we all did. But, let's not all get delusional. Johan Santana is not the wonder drug. He is not the answer to all Mets woes. He is a miracle, but not the punched ticket to the World Series.

The Mets are already being plagued by injuries. Luis Castillo is still on crutches; Moises Alou is going to spontaneously combust at any second; El Duque has 15 bunions; Carlos Beltran has bad legs; etc, etc. The Mets are a bit exposed in the outfield. Will Angel Pagan continue to lead the majors? Uhh, no. So there's reason for concern.

Is Carlos Delgado ever going to "return to form?" In my opinion...no. I know he's been a hurting unit, but have you tuned into a game lately?! He just looks downright silly at the plate. I can't turn on a major league fastball, but Carlos Delgado is just getting schooled. I don't want him to be done, but I just can't wholeheartedly believe there's much left in the big guy's tank.

Will the real Mike Pelfrey please stand up? I want to cheer for Big Pelf. He's got an endless amount of potential, but we can not put pressure on him. I want to believe he has grown and matured since last year, but as much as I want to see him succeed in the big leagues, he can't withstand another 0-7 start. Can he consistently find ways to minimize a big inning and maintain confidence in his stuff? I sure hope so. I like Pelf, but I don't want the Mets to be blinded by another good Spring. I honestly think he should start in New Orleans and we'll see how it goes from there.

And last but not least, my friends in the bullpen. I wish Billy Wagner would shut his trap. It never ends with him. I will not put any stock in Duaner Sanchez. Anything I get from him is a bonus...as long as it's good. The bullpen is mediocre at best. Matt Wise is not the key to a WS my friends. Joe Smith is not ready for NY yet. Scott Schoeneweis is merely an afterthought to me.

Are the Mets the team to beat in '08? I don't know if I would be as bold as Mr.Beltran. The Mets are going to have some tough competition this year. I am looking forward to a few things this season. I'm anxious to see John Maine continue his development. He has shown so much promise as a Met and is such a likable guy. I'm rooting for John Maine in '08 and I think he'll be a joy to watch. I want Jose to continue being Jose. I don't want him to lose his enthusiasm for the game in his quest to be serious. I want him to steal less bases and continue to be our spark. September was so depressing watching Jose. I don't ever want to see that again. I want David to just continue to be himself. He has turned out to be such a gift to Mets fans and I expect him to be an even better ballplayer in 2008.

This coming week, I plan on getting back on track. I apologize again for the lack of posts, but as the season gears up, expect more. Next week, I'll breakdown the 2008 rotation in depth, talk about the left side of our infield, and fill everyone in on my summer plans. Meaningful baseball, please come quick!

New York State of Mind

2008-02-03T23:24:00.000-05:00

There are very few weeks that can trump one such as this one for those who are diehard NY sports fans. For Mets fans, Christmas came late for those of us holding our breath throughout the off season. As the contract negotiations came down to the wire with Santana & the Mets, I decided to wait until this deal was totally official to comment on a franchise-altering trade. I don't care what any has to say about the prospects the Mets dealt to Minnesota, but hands down the Mets stole Johan from the Twin Cities. I wish our former prospects the best of luck, but by retaining Martinez & Pelfrey, this trade was a no-brainer. Does Johan deserve the contract he received? Well in all honestly, salaries in baseball have become ludicrous. At the same time, why shouldn't he get what the market dictates. Does Johan deserve more than Barry Zito? In my mind thee is no argument there.

I cannot get enough clicks on the Mets 40-man roster, which now include Johan Santana #57 as a New York Met. As much as this seemed like wishful thinking, it is hard to wrap my brain around the concept of #57 on MY team; OUR team. Omar & the Wilpons had to make this move to keep the fan base alive; talk about reenergize your fan base. This is the perfect medicine. Was I excited to buy tickets before Friday? Not so much...but that catchy email stating "Johan's coming...when are you?" officially sucked me in. We are a fortunate bunch now Mets fans. We get to sit back and watch 2 young stars in the game alongside the best pitcher in the game for a good chunk of years. Not too mention, open a brand new ballpark in 2009 with quite the lofty roster. I'm officially excited for 2008. Don't forget to tune in and watch the official presser on Wednesday. More about Johan later this week...

What else could signify the start of baseball season but the end of football season. Not just any end of football season, but the New York Football Giants stopping the perfect season. As someone rooting for the Giants, I questioned if the Giants could overcome this Patriots team. But they did and where this game will rank all-time will be decided once the reality sets in. The Giants played one helluva game. Does it make this win bigger considering now New England can sit at 18-1? Of course it does. Has Eli Manning earned respect in this town? Has he ever! This kid was as poised as ever in this game. A stellar performance by the Giants. Period. Possibly as great a Super Bowl as I have ever watched.

It's hard to believe but it's time to celebrate New York!! Enjoy every second of this championship! In about a week our attention will move south to the Florida fields and the first sights of summer. And one can only hope this is not the only celebration New York will see in 2008.

Still a Favorite

2008-01-13T00:25:00.000-05:00

There is nothing that is certain in baseball; in fact, players, rosters, and even the game itself is constantly changing. Each year stands on its own and few things transcend from year to year. For most of us though, there is a team, game, or even a player that transcends time. We will remember certain things fondly for our own reasons and these are the things that illustrate the beauty of baseball to each of us.

I recall the announcement of Robin Ventura joining the Mets in December of 1998. I had heard of Robin during his long tenure with the White Sox and was eager to see how he would adjust to being a part of the Mets. Needless to say it didn't take long for Robin to become without a doubt my favorite Met. (Yes, even David has to get a few more years under his belt to try and trump Robin.) Granted Robin was only a part of the blue and orange for three seasons, some of the best memories I have as a fan come from those three seasons. Beyond his career with the Mets, I continued to follow Robin from the Yankees to the Dodgers and even now in his post-retirement days.

Yes, it's lame but this guy was as cool as a cucumber. He had the driest sense of humor that at times got lost in the New York media who were seeking the flashy quotes, but he was as funny a guy you could find. Consider the fact that he started the mojo in Queens and mocked Mike Piazza in Yankee Stadium in the rain, he created a crazy culture during his tenure with the Mets. I can close my eyes and still see him making a play on a bunt down the third base line, where his body was parallel to the ground in his throw to first. He had that play mastered. What's better than all that, he was as selfless a ballplayer you will find, as the team always meant more than anything he did himself. (Exhibit A: post game comments from the Grand Slam Single).

Just recently an article was posted on Mets.com and Mlb.com discussing the ankle surgery Robin endured following his retirement in 2005. This article can be read its in entirety here. I was unaware of the procedure and despite knowing of his injured ankle and the pain he endured, I think many of us were unaware of the actual extent of the pain he was playing through. It is through this that as fans we should learn our lesson as we are quick to judge, thinking we all know what's going on with our favorite players. This game is not as easy as we make it from the comforts of our couch.

Robin Ventura may have had his career a bit shortened due to his injury, yet he was one of the gentlemen of the game. I know many Mets fans recall his time in Queens fondly and as easy as it is to get caught up in the present, it is these reminders that allow us to take a minute and appreciate the past. Robin has still been quite involved in the game as he has served as an ESPN commentator for the College World Series as well as appearances at White Sox Spring Training and Fan Fests. I hope for nothing more than to see Robin back in the big leagues someday, because the game can use a few more like him. We are blessed as Mets fans to have David Wright manning the hot corner these days, who will be one of the greats of his own time. Having him makes it a lot easier to adjust to a game without your favorite.

I See Santa in Santana

2008-01-11T00:59:00.000-05:00

There has been an incredibly long drought in my blog postings. For that I apologize...if there is even anyone left reading. To think that I could return to school, have a job, and still have time to amuse myself here, I was sadly fooling myself. That being said, I'm getting anxious as the off-season is winding down and I promise for real this time I will stick around. I will catch up on all I missed another day, but tonight I'm wide awake and I'm almost embarrassed to admit why.

I woke up this morning to rampant reports that the Mets are only an F-Mart away from sealing the deal. The deal for Johan that is. I tried to block it out and continue with my day. Instead I became this crazy woman checking every damn site compulsively. This is my effort to avoid all sites baseball and attempt some rest.

The Mets need to make this deal. Yes, Mets fans have suffered through miserable trade after miserable trade, but this one is different. It's Johan Santana. He's young, established, and the big splash this team needs. If they don't do something, it's going to be a pathetic 2008 to be a Mets fan. Without a Santana-esque move we may be able to say goodbye to any sanity we have left as well as Shea Stadium.

Should the Mets end up sending F-Mart, Gomez, Humber, Mulvey, and Guerra to Minnesota, the probability of all of them see success is highly unlikely. I don't know how much longer I can ride the Santana roller coaster as this offseason has been so lackluster. Reports like those circling on Thursday just get my hopes up. I'm so at peace with unloading the farm that I'll tell the Mets where they can borrow a John Deere from. I'm trying to stay level-headed as to not be disappointed. I feel like all those who support the blue and orange are collectively holding our breath. We are tossing and turning like a little kid on Christmas Eve...

When I wake up...I want to see that Santa came a little late. Santana that is.

Baseball & Other Musings to Pass the Time

2007-10-27T00:27:00.000-04:00

I'm a baseball fan first and a sports fan second. I thought this World Series was going to be a better match up. Apparently I was kidding myself...that or I was desperate for a feel-good story. Guess that may not work out. I'm already tired of the Red Sox and their antics. Since when did they jump on a high horse?! It's funny for two seconds; oh and then I feel like I'm watching the dopey version of the late-90's Yankees.

So besides the World Series & the inevitable end of another baseball season, the sports world is full of interesting tidbits. There's that NFL game in London this weekend...I'm sure that will go well. NFL and Europe are not compatible...I'm not even a football fan and I can recognize this. I will admit I have become a sucker for my grad. school's football team though. I'm learning to embrace the only game I've ever been a real outsider too. We'll see how long that last...

The NHL is up and running. Yeah, I forgot too. I predict another lackluster season of NHL hockey, especially if Ryan Smyth continues to tour the country spreading his man tears everywhere. College Hockey is so much more exciting that the "show." That is one opinion I will never change.

The Knicks & MSG are going to spontaneously combust at any moment. It all started when Mr. Marbury started selling $15 shoes. You knew that was the beginning of the end. Apparently the World Series isn't front page worthy this week, as every damn magazine was committed to the Celtics. Real nice...

Back to baseball. Barry Bonds is whining, Scott Boras is talking about money, the Yankees are still making mistakes. The best news is that Jacoby Ellsbury is a modern day American Hero. With his stolen base Thursday night he swiped every American a free taco. Needless to say, this promotion by Taco Bell is absolutely genius. So hat tip to Taco Bell...and don't forget to get your taco Tuesday, Oct. 30 from 2-5pm.

All is right in the world. As the offseason progresses & the hotstove heats up, I'll still be here to weigh in on all the action. What will be the biggest piece of news in my eyes is if this list from the Mitchell investigation is released. That should give us all plenty to talk about. If I throw in some non-baseball chit chat I hope you don't mind. Thanks to anyone who has continued reading! I truly appreciate it. Soak up the last few moments of baseball before we are subjected to a long winter...

Rox & Sox

2007-10-22T11:17:00.000-04:00

To the World Series we go. I'm mildly disappointed that the Indians couldn't pull out this series, but the Red Sox were just too strong. Do I like the Red Sox? Not so much. Do they make me laugh? Sure they do...

Just 4 years ago, the thought of being a Red Sox fan could make a grown man cry. Despite all the allure of Fenway, the Green Monster, Red Sox Nation there was also a lot of despair. But since 2004, the attitude has changed. Did you watch that celebration last night? Who are these guys? Who are these Boston fans? It's almost as if now they expect to get there. And sure they are powerful and probably should be there, but I hate when fans and players walk around with a sense of entitlement.

It should be clear that I'm rooting for the Rockies when the World Series gets underway. I'll have my purple all geared up for Wednesday. I give the Red Sox a point for humor, but there gets a point when the bullpen band, Beckett's F-bombs, Papelbon's riverdance, Papi & This is why I'm hot, and Manny being Manny just gets to be too much. I'm sure if you're on the inside & the Sox are your team, all these things are endearing. Probably exactly why you love your team. Through this I can understand why people cannot stand Mets home run celebrations. But what can you do? A team's personality is what it is...but the Red Sox are a bunch of wackos.

That being said...Terry Francona is one hell of a manager. I'll give him that. And speaking of wackos, the poor lady presenting the trophies in the clubhouse last night was a mess and a half. I feel like the postseason is 15 years long. They can get rid of the 3 million off days any time now. 4 more wins and we'll be knee deep in the offseason. Until then I have my fingers crossed for the kids from Colorado. With the wintry conditions in Denver, an early Christmas present may not be too much to ask.

Worst Blogger Ever

2007-10-21T02:02:00.000-04:00

Worst Blogger Ever = me! I have been a terrible lady blogger in these days since the regular season has ended. I think I was so wrapped up in the highs and lows of the Mets run, or lack their of, just made me so exhausted. That being said...I have been committed to the playoffs and they have been worth every second. I was happy to see the Phils bow out early; the Yankees and all their issues are such a joke; the D'backs and Rockies series was a bit of a letdown, as I expected a closer series; and this stretched out playoff schedule is starting to drive me bananas.

Red Sox and Indians have come down to game 7. Enter anxious shiver here. I hate everything about game 7's now. The Indians cannot let this slip away after taking a 3-1 lead, but now it all comes down to just 9 innings. There is no tomorrow for one of these teams. Fenway is going to be crazy & the tribe needs to win the war. I'm disappointed in my boy Fausto...guy could've gotten it together for this series. It would have been a thought. So before I move on, Come on Cleveland. Do it for my buddy Zac, who might just implode if you blow this!

Now the Rockies. Is this team playing incredible baseball or what?! I have jumped on the purple bandwagon, despite my plea to ditch purple as a man's team color. It has been exciting to watch this run they have been on. I am concerned the long break before the series may not be the best of things, but only time will tell. I have always been on the fence about destiny...and teams of destiny. Ask me in November if I change my mind.

And finally, the Mets. I apologize for those of you who were reading regularly & may have believed I bailed for the off season. Thankfully my schedule filled up as the Mets faded into the sunset. Until the hot stove heats up, the news in Queens has been slow. The Yankees gave us a hand in stealing all the nasty headlines so I offer them my thanks. I have avoided SNY; Mets Weekly; my drawer of Mets apparel; and obviously my Mets blog. Then damn ESPN interviews my man D.Wright at the Rutgers game the other night. And as stupid as it may sound, then and there I missed our Mets. I missed Gary, Keith, and Ron (who I believed used Just For Men before his TBS stint.) I missed Kevin Burkhardt eating everything in sight at a Dodgers game. I missed the obnoxious HR dances. I miss David everywhere. I miss Moises Alou and his quads that make me hold my breath. I missed El Duque's bunions & Willie's sketchy post-game conferences. I miss the ride that is a Mets fan; even if it's not always very fun. The Sizemore's, Holliday's, Carmona's, Beckett's, and Cleveland bugs will get me through October, but they will never be a sufficient substitute. I'm already flipping the calendar, counting down until Spring Training. Purple may be the color of the month, but I want my blue and orange back.

Still Not Happy...

2007-10-02T23:01:00.000-04:00

Do you feel any better? I don't. Willie Randolph is coming back. Yayyy! Crack open the champagne....errr wait. What's that you say Willie? "When we do drink champagne it will be that much sweeter; if we don't, that's life." Right, right. Thanks for clearing that up. But you're coming back because Omar runs the show. I really used to like Omar but this year and the handling of "the collapse" thus far have not been scoring any points. My favorite tidbit from the announcement today. "At one point, he [Randolph] walked through the clubhouse and noted his missing mustache."I was going to slit my throat," Randolph said. "But my aim was high." I guess the past few days have made me quite morbid because that made me laugh out loud. P.S...check out the picture from the press conference today. It definitely looks like Willie and Omar have an outstanding relationship. I also just won a million dollars.

Then let's talk about pictures of Carlos Delgado carrying around his Derek Jeter jersey. That's really cute Carlos, really. Too bad Jeter will be in the postseason because a) he can still hit a baseball and b) he's not afraid of being a leader.

Oddly enough Orlando Hernandez can't speak English now. He was talking to reporters on Monday through a translator. I mean, are you kidding me?! Arthritis, a bunion, 17 therapeutic boots, 2 vacations a year, crapping out at the end of the past 2 seasons and a translator. You can get the heck outta here too.

And then to make matters worse...in a move to protect my continued investment in this organization, the very concerned about Mets fans, Jeff Wilpon, sent me an email on Monday. As if I had been living under a rock, he informed me that the season was a bitter disappointment, there would be meetings, improvements, and changes. Oh yes and the best part...."You deserve better results." Conveniently that was followed by thanks again for your money. Thanks to the "Ownership Group" for telling me NOTHING I DIDN'T ALREADY KNOW!

If you missed it the Phillies were throwing celebrations in Philadelphia for winning the division. Newsflash: You didn't win anything yet but a crappy white t-shirt. Win a World Series and then you can start clanging the Liberty Bell.

One thing I was happy about...the Wild Card Tiebreaker. I was hesitant to put in on, but I'm so glad I did. After weeks of terrible baseball, last night was a perfect reminder of why baseball is the greatest game on earth. That was a phenomenal game last night in every sense of the word. Electric crowd, early leads, a grand slam, great bullpens, comebacks, extra innings, meltdowns, close plays, botched balls, and a walk off win. When you follow a team that has a monumental meltdown as the Mets did...it's easy to forget the beauty of baseball. But last night we had 13 innings of reason. I like the Rockies & I love the story. The Rockies were actually involved in the first baseball game I ever went to; so they are near and dear in a weird way. That they're playing the Phillies in the first round only makes me root for them that much more. I know it's tough to turn on baseball after what we just watched, but try to watch these playoffs. It proves to be a great month of baseball in general & the magic that happens in October cannot be re-created any time of year...regardless of the teams involved.

Yesterday = Numb, Today = Angry

2007-10-01T14:31:00.000-04:00

Okay, so yesterday I was numb. I had no other words than that. Today I am angry. After listening to yesterday's postgame reactions I am angry, add to that annoyed. I have never felt more disrespected or brushed aside as a fan of this organization as I did yesterday. Let me begin my rant...

Tom Glavine: Thank you for telling me you weren't devastated. That's fine, but 54,000+ sat there yesterday and were. Add to that all those watching & listening at home and you have a whole lot of devastated people. So cut us some slack Tom. You're days are a Met have come to the end. Thanks for notching your 300th win in the blue and orange, all while adding very little to the blue and orange. Okay, so you're a veteran and the consummate professional...but when you had to lay it all out there, you dropped the ball. Parting in this case will not be sweet sorrow.

Willie Randolph: Umm I just want to remind you that the fans are how you people eat at night. We allow for your paychecks. So have a little sympathy and realize that Mets fans are not the same breed as Yankees fans. When the press asks you what kind of message you have for devastated Mets fans...what was your answer? "We're devastated too. But we're gonna learn from this and move on. But hey listen, I'm worried about my team first and foremost." Alright Willie, that's nice and all. I'm glad you're worried about patching bandaids for the grown men in your clubhouse. But in all due respect, throw us a little bit of respect. And you wonder why everyone is calling for your head.

Omar Minaya: If this guy tried to tell me ONE MORE TIME that "Look this is a good team. This is still a team who was in a pennant race. This is still a team that won 88 games. This is where we want to be. Ya know what I'm sayin." I was here for all 162 games Omar! I know you won 88 games and you probably could have won about 15-16 more if they didn't always cough it up. This season was a downgrade from last year, regardless of what names are on the paper. I'm not an idiot. Stop trying to make excuses and still say this team is a good team. Do something worthwhile this offseason and I'll quit my bitching.

Billy Wagner: Shut up already. You have managed to crap the bed in every damn big game and yes I'd keep you as my closer, but I still think you're overrated. Always have, always will. What I can't stand about you is you're pretty quick to always point the finger and throw someone else under the bus. You've always got something negative to say and I think you're a bad teammate. Yes you heard it here...a bad teammate & given the chance I'd ship you out on the first bus too. You and Tommy G. can hold hands on the way out of town. Again...shut your big fat trap.

Jose Reyes: Find yourself already dammit. Will the real Jose Reyes please stand up? The boos will not go away next year if you do not get it together and lose the 'tude. Please and Thank You!

I would like to say a brief thank you to Pedro & Paul for showing they were angry. I was angry. Thanks for being a reflection of how your fans felt like. Thank you David Wright for being a real captain. This organization is yours for years to come & that is the only thing I am excited about.

Today I am annoyed. Today I am angry. I have nothing positive to say today. Maybe in a few days I'll be able to see some positive. But today I feel disrespected. Beyond being letdown by my team on the field, I now feel letdown by my team in the clubhouse. In a place like New York the fans are the pulse of your team, and I don't need you to send me a box of kleenex. What I would appreciate is a little recognition and not a slap in the face. The fans are devastated. The fans are angry. I don't care you won 88 games. I don't care Tom Glavine won 303 games in his lifetime. I don't care Willie Randolph is a big boy and can take the heat. Recognize that your pulse is fading & you have to find a way to fix that, along with your team.

Enter Words Here

2007-09-30T18:27:00.000-04:00

This sucks. The fact that it ever came down to game 162 sucks. This one is painful because this...we took away from ourselves. This is one of the types of collapses that will have repercussions for a while. Heads are going to hang, changes are going to be made, some fans are going to jump ship. It's all going to happen and it's all quite understandable.

Going into next year, the last year at Shea, this organization has some serious regrouping to do. But I can't even think that far ahead. I wish I could say I am surprised today, but you can just feel when you're team has that extra "thing." I haven't felt that in a long time about these Mets, so maybe I was preparing for the worst as other teams all over the place seemed to be pouring killer instinct all over the place. That being said, it doesn't mean I enjoyed these guys any less, or this season any less. I rooted, I cheered, and hoped for the best until another strikeout ended another wasted season. Preparing for the worst didn't make it any easier, it has just made me feel numb.

I'm not sure what to say to anyone reading or to my friends or even to myself. As exciting as the playoffs may be, I may take the week off from baseball. I'm tired, I'm burned out, I'm drained...like I said. Just plain numb. The Phillies did what they had to do and hats off to Jimmy Rollins and his big mouth. It worked, that's all I can say. Besides that, I have no desire to watch the Phillies play in October because the whole idea makes me want to throw up.

Only time will tell how this all will play out and what after shocks the organization will feel, but this could take a while to bounce back from. It's not going to be an easy road ahead...but if it's any consolation, being a Mets fan has never been easy. I don't have eloquent words yet, or any deep insight to the season. I need a day or two to let this sink in. If you're a reader here...which I know there are some, I encourage you guys to post today, tonight, tomorrow. Whenever. It's okay to vent...look ahead...whatever you do to cope with this meltdown. Unfortunately the Mets have packed up until February...and until then, all we have is each other.

More Blue Than Orange

2007-09-29T00:33:00.000-04:00

"I'm embarrassed. It's embarrassing. It's pretty pathetic that we have this division within our grasp with 7 home games and we can't find a way to win one of them. It's a bad feeling. It's a feeling that the fans deserve better. Ownership deserves better. The front office deserves better. Willie, the coaching staff deserves better. This is on the players." D. Wright

It came from David Wright's mouth, but it could have come from any of us. There's anger, frustration, disappointment, sadness, etc. Personally, I'm just very tired and well, a bit broken hearted. The faces of Mets fans sitting in the stands tonight, staring into nothingness after the game was really too much to handle. It really was the epitome of gut-wrenching. End of story.

This is the toughest day to be a Mets fan in recent history. Game 7 last year was tough...but this is something beyond that. It's helplessness, it's confusing...and we have no one to blame but our own team. It does not rest on the shoulders of one guy...this team has lost it as a team. If it's not one thing, it's another; defense, offense, focus, starting pitching, bullpen. I don't need to describe games or mistakes to you, but there is nothing to take the sting out of tonight. To see the Phillies on top made me sick, but I am a realist and they have played like hell to get there. They didn't throw the towel in and boy do they ever have the momentum.

I don't know what to make of anything. Or what to do if the worst-case scenario comes true. Everyone took this team for granted and at the worst possible time reality has set in. But here we are, and the Mets are not mathematically out of it. I was a math major and appreciate the numbers game, so we cannot concede yet. Stranger things have happened in the realm of baseball & the Mets can still make the playoffs. Do I feel optimistic tonight? No. But there is still a glimmer of hope.

I have never heard as eerie a silence as the one at Shea tonight in the 9th. The fans almost personified the lifeless team we have seen the past few weeks & other times throughout the summer. This team is on life support and so are their fans. It's hard to ask any more of each other at this point. The Mets have collapsed. If they can climb above the rubble or fall deeper in the ground will be determined in the next few days. I still believe because I'm a Mets fan and I am doubtful because I am human. I know there is still hope & Carlos Beltran is telling me it's not over yet, but I never had such a "sky has fallen" feeling as tonight. We all will deal with this is our own way...and you may or may not believe. You may broken hearted as I am or still holding on for dear life...but there is one thing you need to be for the next 2 days. You need to be there. Whether it is in front of you TV watching your team, or in the stands willing them with the last sliver of energy you have...but if you are a fan, YOU WILL BE THERE. Hold on Mets fans...we'll get through it together.

I'm Back to Being Normal...For Now

2007-09-23T01:41:00.001-04:00

Magic Number: 7

Although Pedro was pitching last night...I chose happy hour (at a bar with the Mets on TV). That was as close to a night off as I could get. I didn't even turn it on when I got home and the rain had subsided. I couldn't do that to myself.

Today, which by the way I can't stand 3:55pm starts, Ollie P needed to be a big shot. With one eye on a presentation for work and the other wandering eye on baseball, I think I saw him be effective & come up huge. I wasn't seeing things...that was the real deal.

So 2 wins later, a bad attitude for all things Philadelphia, and Mets in moderation...the good news is I am starting to return to a normal human being. The Mets were doing bad things to me. They were making me a very angry, annoyed, unpleasant baseball fan. Along with that people were telling me I looked like the dog I don't have died. I was losing my sense of humor & I was convinced the world as I knew it must hate me. Welcome to being a Mets fan, circa 2007. This was not the season I've been waiting for, despite the word from Mets marketing.

The good news is I am going to be okay and so are all of you. The Mets have really tested our loyalty this season; but those who are true fans have earned their stripes in times that were ten times more terrible than this. The Mets may scratch and claw their way to the playoffs and we may have some bumps and bruises from the ride this year, but we need to look alive. They need us more than ever now. So do what you can to freshen up...head to happy hour, take a nap, go to the gym.

It always makes me sad when fall finally arrives. It is as bittersweet a time as I have each year. I love everything about a change in season, yet I dread the end of baseball season. I am usually exhausted at this time of year as I realize I'm far too emotionally invested in this team. Especially after a year of watching your team ride a rollercoaster. So as exciting as playoff baseball can be, I always have a hard time. It's a long season, that goes by too fast. Then before you can blink, October turns your team into the past, despite the glory or heartbreak that comes of it. I hate the uncertainty that October brings; with 162 games a fan knows that it doesn't matter how good or bad their team is, they'll be there 162 times. October does not guarantee tomorrow. There's the part of me that needs 4 months to find sanity and have my nights to myself again, but just like anything you know is good for you, I'd like to avoid the off-season more than asparagus.

8 more days of certainty, 8 more games, 8 more nights of wishing the Phillies would die already...soak it up everyone. Then we have to answer to October.

UGHHHH

2007-09-21T00:55:00.000-04:00

Good god. Can they put a solid effort on the field on back to back nights? NO. This is getting a little ridiculous. Okay I'm lying, ridiculous was a month ago. While Wagner is nursing back spasms and feeding his alpacas, I'm tossing my TV out the window because my left toe could be more effective out of the pen.

Don't the Mets understand that it is not easy to function as a normal human being while they continue to roll over for the East to keep running over us? Have they watched a highlight of the Phillies? Do they not see that they are driven to win this thing? They've displayed 15 times the heart this Mets team has...and I hate this Phillies, but it's the truth. Today I was breathing...tonight I need the oxygen mask again. Hell, why don't we just find some absurd way to let the Braves back in the race at this point. Lead's back to 1.5, the magic number will probably stay at 9 for another week, and I've concluded that no Mets blogger can make any coherent sense on their blog right now. I almost dread each game now and believe that the Mets could have a 27 run lead and still find a way to cough it up. Ghajghkjagdkjagkdlih!

The Word of the Day is Potential

2007-09-20T00:52:00.001-04:00

Magic Number: 9

Deep breath in...and now exhale slowly. Phew. A nice, solid win. You almost forgot what it felt like right? I had to laugh tonight though. The panic we have all been feeling even shook the marketing offices of the Mets. Tonight during the game as Gary Cohen is giving his usual plug to register for your opportunity to get postseason tickets...the promo on the bottom of my screen pops up that used to say "2007 Postseason Tickets." What did it say tonight? "2007 Potential Postseason Tickets." Willie may be all about even-keel but someone out there is shakin' in their boots. Thanks though, it made me chuckle.

This ballclub has so much potential though. That's where the root of our frustrations have come from this year. Watching a team play 75% of its season under the fan's opinion of their potential is enough to drive even the most adamant "Ya Gotta Believe"-ers nuts. But potential is an imaginary concept if you can't stack up the W's. Tonight was a relief, but they have to keep moving in the right direction tomorrow night in Miami.

Speaking of right, David Wright is still a potential MVP in my eyes. If not of the National League, he is this team's MVP. To think that just 3 years ago I saw him play with the Mets in Montreal as a mid-season call up, all wide-eyed and bushy-tailed to be a big leaguers, and now he's a veteran on this team is very hard to believe.

Mike Pelfrey. I know many Mets fan had enough of Mr. Pelfrey after his 0-7 stint, but from Spring Training I really liked this kid. He is tonight's definition of potential. He was in a tough spot tonight. Despite the fact he was facing the Nationals, he had to step up and stop the bleeding. For the most part, he fought hard and answered the bell. If he continues to gain some poise and confidence in his stuff, he's going to make many of you happy in the future.

The bullpen has the potential to be good...if you delete half of the members.

The fact that the Yankees are 1.5 games behind the Red Sox has the potential of making me throw up.

And this picture from Yahoo...well it struck me in an ironic, corny kind of way. In all the struggles the Mets have faced this year, many fans including myself have questioned Willie Randolph's potential as a manager. I think so many people involved with this organization, from the marketers, to the media, to the fans felt a sense of entitlement with this team. That they deserved to be in the postseason because of last season and the names on the roster. But that expectation has set us up for a potential letdown because nothing in baseball is guaranteed. Willie Randolph has faced so much criticism this season; some of it deserved, some of it because our own personal expectations have not been fulfilled. In the face of it all he has remained true to himself and his way, even though he may not have support of the masses. Although I don't always agree with Willie, I respect him for that. So don't lose sight of the big picture everyone. We are still in first place. And it is Willie who has contributed to the turnaround of this organization. I don't know how long this will last, but I personally am going to try to be less critical of him (for now), because without him, we may not have a picture to look at.

If It's Not One Thing, It's Another

2007-09-19T00:01:00.000-04:00

I'm not as angry tonight. The offensive really gave it a whirl; the defense didn't look like 5 year-old T-ball players; most of the 'pen was better. But thanks John Maine for serving this one up on a silver platter. Seriously, when one thing goes right, the other goes wrong. Story of the season. I feel like the sky is falling and we can't stop it.

I appreciate the players only meeting the team held today, if just to make me feel like they were annoyed by this streak too. I was encouraged by the small signs of life tonight, but it still didn't produce the W. What's even more annoying is that it feels like every force in the universe is fighting against the Mets. As we speak the Phillies & Cards game is in the top of the 12th. The Phillies will not die. Could it be anyone else but Manny Acta's team that is playing the role of spoiler?! I used to like Manny a lot. Even worse, Moises Alou has a tight quad. Wait and get this, El Duque is out 7-10 more days and can't do ANYTHING because his foot is in a boot...for a bunion for christ's sake. And the Mets keep rolling that "Your postseason has come." commercial as some kind of funny joke. I'm a Mets fan and I'm convinced the world hates me. Haha.

I will not preach all this keep believing hoopla right now. Obviously some part of me still believes or else I wouldn't still be tuning in each night and blogging waiting for the turnaround. Right now I'm grumpy. But I'll be back tomorrow and so will each of you. Because we're Mets fans. And misery loves company.

I Can't Even Sleep

2007-09-18T01:09:00.000-04:00

When it comes to the Mets I try to see the big picture; not get too high, not get too low. I try to stay optimistic; because I was raised a Mets fan, so when it comes to baseball you are bred to see the optimism. I was even going to hold out until tomorrow morning, when I would be in a much safer state to post. But I'm still angry. And the Mets never make me this kind of angry.

If Willie Randolph was coming to a slow boil tonight, then my pot over-floweth. I am not qualified to be a manager, but is Willie an idiot? Really? To double switch LoDuca out of the game when you're trailing and you're team can't seem to catch or throw the ball...was that the brightest move he could come up with? Is he serious?

This bullpen is terrible. There's really no way to sugar-coat the obvious anymore. Willie has not managed the bullpen effectively all year; now they're being pushed beyond their limits; and the quality out there has really been disheartening. Thanks to Metsblog for making me chuckle tonight...reminding me that today's disaster did not feature Mota. Now that my Met friends is a terrible day. I mean when Brian Lawrence is pitching on Sept. 16th in the heat of a pennant race, I ask myself where all our "pitching depth" went? I know, I know. El Duque has a bunion. And I have a hangnail. It's a tough life.

Earlier this season I said on this blog that I did not think Willie's even-keel attitude would help this team when it came down to do-or-die. They're showing that right now and as I said before, I do not think this team could respond to October pressure. I just don't believe it from the product they have put on the field this season. You can only turn so many pages before the book ends. If they don't pull their heads out of their behinds soon, your postseason will never come. They have been banking on the Phillies to have another letdown, or that they will magically win tomorrow, but the game doesn't happen that way. Passive teams do not win championships. And this team is the top-notch definition of passive.

Much appreciation to Omar Minaya who went to the clubhouse for hugs and encouragement after the game. I'll take one if he wants to come visit me. Also hat tip to Manny Acta for a) the job he's done in his first year in general and b) for not sending his running in the 6th with a 3-2 count and only 1 out. Thanks Manny for trying to minimize the embarrassment.

I do not blame Willie or Omar or any ONE person for this complete meltdown. If the Mets lose this division lead, it will be a collective effort. But in my eyes, Willie has lost control. He can't seem to rally the troops in and what's worse is he's upsetting the apple-cart. Check out LoDuca's post game reaction if you don't know what I mean. I'm sure many of you are as angry and frustrated as I am. I hope the Mets are too. I hope they can't sleep either.

Wright Joins 30-30 Club

2007-09-17T15:43:00.000-04:00

Although the past weekend ended with few positives to note, one was Pedro's performance on Saturday afternoon; the other was David Wright joining the 30-30 club Sunday afternoon. Despite an awful April, Wright has provided consistent all-around production since the beginning of May. He becomes only the 3rd Met to reach the plateau, along with Howard Johnson and Darryl Strawberry. He is also the 30th player in Major League history to accomplish 30-30 and only the fourth to do so before the age of 25.

There's differing opinions regarding wright's MVP candidacy, but I believe he stands as good of a chance as anyone else out there. What he has provided this team at the plate, in the field, and in the clubhouse has not been replicated by any of his teammates. As a Mets fan it's been hard to find players who we have felt privileged to have on our team over the years. Wright is that guy and we are a lucky bunch to have him in our corner for years to come. Congrats to David on the his great season!

Cuidado Con El Martillo!

2007-09-17T15:18:00.001-04:00

Check so many quotes from before the start of the Philly series and there was a lot of talk about stepping on their throats; getting some revenge; putting this race away; throwing down the hammer. Friday night ,Ollie Perez stepped in as a substitute for Professor Reyes. As always it was entertaining while expanding my limited spanish, but this night it was a bit ironic the phrase would be "Cuidado con el martillo". Translated...be careful with the hammer. Hmmm interesting.

The Mets played like crap all weekend. Thanks D.Wright for finally hitting a HR in my presence and the diving catch of the bunt was the icing on the cake. The umpires did not help this weekend. Neither did Willie Randolph's lethargic trot to the field to protect his players. Way to leave them hanging out to dry buddy.

I was embarrassed that was my team on the field this weekend. What is Reyes' deal? With the exception of Sunday afternoon, could someone translate clutch hitting for Carlos Beltran? Could Pedro have had more incredible an outing, only to be wasted but this bullpen? Could the fans of Philadelphia be anymore obnoxious? I understand their team was killing the Mets, but seriously. I lost count of all the fist fights in the stands after I gave up on the Mets Saturday afternoon.

I did not have any kind of luck in the first drawing for playoff tickets, but I did have enough luck to pick the exact car on the 7 train Friday night in which a far too serious Met fan was reaching in his pocket to "cut up" a Philly fan. Mr. Met's mustache on Friday night was a cute little touch; so was Chris Coste's kick of Marlon Anderson's helmet on Saturday.

I've seen the Phillies and Mets square off at Shea 6 times this season. This weekend was by far the worst couple games I've attended at Shea. While people have been concerned by the rivalries with the Braves and Yankees, Mets fans and Phillies fans have developed quite the angry rivalry. If the Phillies are sitting home in two weeks none of this will matter, but I am concerned that the Mets just cannot get the umph to the this thing away. That when it comes down to "win today!", they may not have that killer instinct. Forget being careful with the hammer, it's more like "No podemos encontrar el martillo!"

Cruising Along

2007-09-13T23:12:00.000-04:00

Magic Number: 11

The sweep by the Phillies seems so long ago. The Mets have been in cruise control since that bump in the road, but I'm glad it happened. That sweep shook this team and made them wake up. Stop playing like crap! Play the baseball you're capable of. Despite some bullpen issues that I deal with everyday, I'm happy with the way the team's been playing of late. 7 games up, magic number dwindling, and assisting the Braves with their October golf reservations have been the results of the past week. Job well done.

Of course all good work can be erased with a stumble this weekend. I'm hoping this team will be more than all talk and really get some revenge this weekend against Philadelphia. They need to "put the hammer down" this series. Don't let the Phillies back in the race again. Beat them...beat them badly, because we know they're the team to beat.

Apologies to any readers for my lack of daily updates. This grad. school thing is taking up a huge chunk of time. Weird how that has happened. I am taking a break to attend some games this weekend, most notable Friday night which is Keith Hernandez Mustache night. Yes, I am very excited! I hope to get some pictures to post when I get back.

Unfortunately, not counting any luck I may have with this stupid postseason ticket drawing, these will probably be my last games of the season. Where the season went...I'm not really sure. It's a little depressing to think that just yesterday it was February; now there are 17 reg. season games to play. Too often I find myself getting caught up in the numbers, the wins, the losses, the magic number, that I don't appreciate just the game itself as it's happening. Then before we all know it some of us are looking at snow. I think last season with such a huge lead we had the opportunity to kick back, relax and enjoy the Mets. With the ups and downs of this year's team, we devoted too much time to worrying and less to enjoying. So as I head to Shea this weekend, I pass along some advice to any readers out there. Take time in the next couple weeks to really soak up this team and everything about it. Don't watch the scoreboard & don't count the days until the Mets clinch. Laugh at their absurd celebrations, appreciate David Wright's presence on this team, recognize the promise of the youth on this team, applaud the old-age excellence, hold your breath for Pedro, and yes, keep booing Guillermo Mota. Before you know it, we'll be baseball-less again.

Homecoming

2007-09-10T00:25:00.000-04:00

This weekend was homecoming weekend on the campus that I am attending Graduate School. I wasn't as concerned with that as I was another homecoming of sorts that occurred today at Shea. First off let me apologize for my absence this weekend. I had to get away for the weekend, so unfortunately no updates. We all survived though, meanwhile the Mets continued to prosper.

Pedro Martinez was as good as we can expect from him. It seems as though it's been forever since we've seen signs for Pedro at Shea and it sure was nice to see the energy in the ballpark today. His velocity had improved since his last outing and he showed he was capable of getting guys out with a nasty pitch. He got into some jams, but most importantly, he got out of them. At this stage in his return the majors, that is all you can ask from him. To make his return Pedro-esque, of course he would hit a double.

Pedro's curtain call in the middle of the 5th was more than deserved. For the first time Shea was able to pat him on the back from the tedious work he has done to get back to this team. The way he approached his rehab was phenomenal and he is to be commended for the way he went about this surgery from day 1. Pedro has shown his dedication to this team and to the fans of New York; the reaction today from both Pedro and those in attendance defined the love affair between the two.

It's hard to forget how devastated Pedro was at this point last year when his injuries finally became too much to bear. Losing Pedro down the stretch last year was a huge blow to the team, yet I don't think we've seen how much of an impact is was until now. After Pedro went on the shelf in 2006, the Mets did play the rest of their season a bit flat, much like the majority of this season. But with the return of Pedro last week, this team seems to have found itself. I don't think that's a coincidence. After today it's quite easy to see, Pedro is without a doubt the pulse of this team.

This week is huge for the Mets. With the Braves and Phillies in town, this is the time for this team to finally put this thing away, rather than just talk about it. The Braves must be handled first, but I'm anxious for that series against Philly. Time to take care of business fellas...bring the division home!

You Know What Off Days Mean...

2007-09-06T01:22:00.000-04:00

Is it me or did this roadtrip seem like the Mets were gone for 3 weeks? There were enough ups and downs to fill an entire month of baseball...the Mets packed it into 9 days. Thanks guys.

After the terrible start to this trip to go 5-5 is more than acceptable. You would have hoped for better, but it is what it is. What did we expect from a still fatigued John Maine backed up by the "B" Mets today? A run or two would have been nice, but I didn't anticipate a win this afternoon.

Thankfully these off days have been coming at the right time; right after a stretch when the Mets put us through the ringer. The Mets can't read the calendar as they thought today was the off day, but hey, at least the Phillies lost.

So if you've been reading, you know how I feel about off days. They throw them in there to give players a break..but we need a break too. Use today to turn off the Mets. Don't get worked up and relax. I'll stick to my trend and pay no attention to the Mets today. Rest up Mets fans...we're going to need our energy down the stretch!

Alive at Five

2007-09-05T01:19:00.000-04:00

Despite many Mets fans pushing the panic button last Thursday night, just five days later the Mets are alive and well. Was the four game sweep from the Phillies finally the last straw of complacency? Was it Pedro's return to the clubhouse & rotation that bolstered the attitude and confidence level of this team? Everyone has their own theories and opinions; I believe it was a little bit of both. Either way, the Mets have finally won 5 in a row. They may have waited until the last hour of the regular season to find it, but this team has a pulse.

Make no mistake about it, the Mets bats are alive. If this was the lineup everyone raved about in April, then there is reason for excitement. The Mets have been quite balanced in their offensive approach in the past 6 days, with the bottom of the lineup putting up pretty hefty numbers. Since the beginning of the Atlanta series, the Mets have outscored their opponents 36-15. They have outhit the opposition 51-27, with 11 home runs. The opposition has 1 long ball, which came off the bat of Brandon Phillips, courtesy Scott Schoeneweis. The pitching has been strong; the defense has been solid despite a few spotty moments; the offense has been relentless. Put the panic button away.

Oliver Perez's stubborn ways are also alive and well. The rollercoaster ride that he is may be a ride we never get off. Despite all that you still have to like the kid and be content with 13 victories to this point. My only concern is that if he continues to walk 127 batters every outing, his hopes of being a part of the postseason rotation may not live much longer.

Many people have spent countless hours trying to compare the 2006 Mets to the 2007 Mets, which I believe is a complete waste of time and energy. Team dynamics, injuries, the competition, etc all vary from year to year. That is the beauty of baseball so to expect a replica of 2006 is absurd. As fun as last year was, I don't want the '06 Mets. The 2006 Mets broke my heart. Would you rather have a team that dominates all year, only to look a little flat in September like last year...or a team that goes up and down all year, only to peak at the right time heading down the stretch? I would take the latter. Only time will tell if that will be the tale of this year's team. One thing is for sure, we can take this team off life support. They look alive. There is a pennant in sight and October is just a calendar page away. This is the stuff baseball fans live for. And over the next 25 days , the 2007 Mets will begin to define their season. We'll see how long they can stay alive...or if they will make this a season that live forever.

(This post was also featured on the Global NYM Fan Blog.)

A Big Win-Win

2007-09-03T17:41:00.000-04:00

Nevermind the sweep yesterday of Atlanta. That was big, but we all knew that. I didn't need to remind anyone. In my eyes, today was bigger. Pedro Martinez made his return with all the pomp and circumstance only Pedro would bring. There is no doubt he brings an emotional lift to this ballclub. He brings levity and humor to a team that has walked around like they have wet underwear for quite some time. Besides all that, he is Pedro. It's undeniable this guy is a start. Delgado said it best when he said, "he (Pedro) is showbiz."

Despite all the hoopla, I was nervous how today would go. I don't know if the majority of Mets fans would have been able to cope with Pedro getting shelled. So many fans are counting on him to be the savior that takes the Mets to the promised land this year. Who knows if that will happen, but it's important to keep our expectations of Pedro realistic.

Only Pedro would be the first know pitcher to pitch in less than a year of his rotator cuff surgery. He had good stuff today and he showed great command for his first big league start in a year. He worked out of a jam and kept his team in the game. Pedro notched his first win of 2007, while the Mets continued to prosper in his presence. And for Mets fans that should be enough this year. If Pedro Martinez can go out there every 5-6 days and keep the Mets within striking distance of a W, combined with the aura he brings to the mound, we should be content. Even after today's successful effort, to expect too much from Pedro could only lead to a letdown. In the meantime, count today as 2 wins. A win in the standings and a win on the mound.

Aside from Pedro, I have changed my mind. Earlier this season I would have agreed Jose Reyes is the MVP of this team. He still is a major catalyst for this offense. But ask me today and without a shadow of a doubt, David Wright has become the MVP. After his terrible April, he has been consistent and has stepped up as the leader of this team. He is the will of this team and maybe the real face of the franchise. For the past couple years he has easily been my favorite player and person on this team, but I try not to go bananas and see the big picture. I try to stay focused on the team and not gush too much, but not today. Today, I officially join the Wright for MVP club.

It Took Long Enough

2007-09-02T01:38:00.000-04:00

Finally the Mets won a series in Atlanta. FINALLY! It couldn't have come at a more crucial time. It may have taken five attempts, but that's okay. I'm licking my chops at the thought of a sweep tomorrow. I know you are too.

Finally we may see an offensive outburst from Carlos Delgado. I won't hold my breath though. This could disappear again in a couple days.

Finally Pedro is coming back. Monday is the big day. I'm excited and nervous all at the same time. I can barely take the buildup.

Finally people may start liking the black jerseys. I know a lot of fans think they are terrible, but if you caught the game on WFAN Friday night you may have heard the story. The Mets have a habit of losing in their grey jerseys (yes that's what they wore in Philly.) Black may become the new road color.

And finally Mike Pelfrey got a win! He was huge today. This outing was reminiscent to his stuff in Spring Training. Patience with Pelfrey is key. This kid has the potential to become a very big part of our rotation. As I said yesterday, the twists of a season gave him the opportunity to get his first win on a huge stage. Hats off to Pelfrey for getting it together and thanks to the Mets for sticking with him.

Thank You

2007-08-31T23:35:00.000-04:00

Thank you Mets. I needed a win tonight to back the positivity I am trying to spread. I'm a glass half empty kind of girl. I was really digging deep for optimism. But thank you for reminding me that there is reason for that digging.

Thanks John Maine for remembering how to pitch...and pitch deep into games. Thanks for getting out of a big time jam and striking out eight. Most importantly, hats off for being the stopper.

Hey Delgado! Thanks for hitting a bomb with MEN ON BASE! If you could really find your groove down the stretch, they'll be more thanks where this came from. I'll stop whining about the last five months and just say better late than never.

Jose Reyes...the fact that you did not go 0-412 tonight was appreciated. When he goes, the Mets go. Hmm how many times have we heard that?

Although he did not have a big night, thanks D.Wright for being a leader. I'm glad you're on my team.

Thanks for being you Marlon Anderson. Seriously. Thanks being 67 times a better pinch hitter than Julio Franco. Thank you for making me forget about Julio Franco.

Thanks to the stage that is baseball for setting up a picture perfect scenario for Mike Pelfrey to FINALLY get a win this season. I like Mike Pelfrey. More people will be believers if he could come through tomorrow.

Last but certainly not least, thanks to Pedro for his aura. I don't know what it is about him, but he is a very healthy shot in the arm. We'll anxiously await for news on his return, but it could be right around the corner. The picture above was perfect. Pedro is in sight.

If Pedro's return continues to inch closer and the Mets can get some momentum going, there may a lot of things right around the corner. And we may have a whole lot more to be thankful for.

I Love the Mets...

2007-08-31T00:30:00.000-04:00

I love the Mets...but right now they're making me angry. The Mets are playing so terribly even Rickey is silenced. I mean this has overstepped the line of being ridiculous. This HAS to stop.

This series in Philadelphia could have been a glorious march to the division title. Instead it was a demoralizing nightmare. It seems puzzling how the Mets have maintained first place all season but that doesn't matter anymore. How they approach being in first starting tomorrow will mean everything.

Hats off to David Wright for trying to be a one-man wrecking ball. He has tried to carry this team and pick them up in every way possible lately and it hasn't gone unnoticed. If there ever was a time for Wright to show his ability to be a leader, he picked the right time.

The Willie Randolph era is one that is characterized by gut feelings, terrible bullpen management, and luck. Willie's luck with his gut may be running out. Has he managed this bullpen ineffectively throughout the year? In my opinion, yes, but you can agree to disagree. A large theme of the Randolph era is turning the page. Remember those books in school where you could have a million different endings depending on what page you turn to? I bet Willie loved those books. In all seriousness though, the Mets need to take a page from the Phillies' book. They need to play with some intensity, some grit, and some fire. The Mets do not play like a team hungry for a pennant. If they keep up this kind of play, we may all be flipping through the pages, wishing we had picked a different ending.

It's not getting any easier as the Mets travel to Atlanta. The dread running through Mets fans is circa 1999. Some may not sleep tonight at the thought of Turner Field. But despite all the negativity and angst we are feeling as Mets fans, it is important to remember we are just that. Mets fans. We can take this and if you're a real fan, you have to support you team. If you're a Mets fan you don't take off your hat or your jersey. Instead "ya gotta believe," because if there ever was a Mets pledge of allegiance that is it. Don't throw in the towel...your team needs you now. Take heed to the words of Paulie. Have some faith everyone!

So despite five disgusting games...yes...I still love the Mets.

Say No to Mota

2007-08-29T00:07:00.000-04:00

Again I'm left speechless and dumbfounded like our friends in the picture above. I am over the Guillermo Mota post-performance enhancing drugs era. Hello Mets! It's late August and you're playing the Phillies. They're in your division. Stop embarrassing yourself. I was considering a trek to Philadelphia tomorrow night, but for fears of another sub par outing, I will save my gas money. Hopefully they will make me regret that choice.

A picture is worth a thousand words. Tonight this is all I have to say.

That Went Well

2007-08-27T23:00:00.000-04:00

Well...eww. There's not much else you can say about this one. First of all, it was nice to see LoDuca back in the lineup. That's about all that was nice to see. Here was one of those classic lackluster performance the Mets seem to have mastered. I don't really have a lot to say about this game, except let's hope for a better effort tomorrow.

The Mets need to make a statement this week against their division opponents. Plain and simple. There's no other way to put it. While the Mets can find ways to beat other teams, they allowed their eastern opponents to push them around a bit. The Mets meal ticket to the postseason is the division title. Although it seems the Mets can still handily achieve that it would be nice to know they did it by flexing their muscles a bit. Quite frankly you can't tell how well your team will play in October if they got there because their adversaries faltered the same time your team did.

Can't the Mets smell it? This is the time to go in for the kill; put the NL East to sleep. Prove your point. Show 'em who's boss. All those things. This is not the time to play foggy baseball and give these teams a sliver of optimism.

On a side note, Chase Utley is a ballplayer. I hate watching him play against the Mets and hate it even more when he makes a triumphant return against the Mets. That being said, as a baseball fan in general, I enjoy watching Utley. He plays the game the right way and has become another one of the fantastic crop of young faces in the game today. Unfortunately, he'll be a thorn in our side for a long time to come. Better yet, we've got a couple of those young faces. I'm not that envious.

I'm over the Brian Lawrence phase everyone. I actually was more tolerable of the Mike Pelfrey phase, as I am a Pelfrey believer. Luckily one thing that did go well today was Pedro Martinez's rehab start. More on that can be found here. Keep plugging along Pedro. We need you.

A Crazy Week

2007-08-26T21:48:00.000-04:00

Apologies to any readers who have checked in for the update that I rudely lied about; to say this has been a crazy week would be an incredible understatement. NYC, moving, and starting graduate school in the same week was not one of my better ideas. But enough about that...a quick recap of my trip.

As you may recall, last Tuesday's weather in NY was beyond disgusting. After travelling to see the game, you'll sit through anything. Poncho, hoodie, and flip flops (yes, I'm an idiot) and I was ready for the game. Thankfully, the game against the Padres turned out to be a nail biter and one heck of a comeback, despite the mediocre performance from the bullpen. With such a small crowd (ahem "48,000") it almost felt like a private showing of Ultimet Classics. Last year, I made a trip to NYC the same time of year (to the day) and was at Shea for the comeback against the Cardinals. I realize my luck is a miracle. Frozen feet...check. Incredible walk-off...check.

Wednesday morning I was strolling down West 42nd Street, heading to 5th Ave. As I pass the windows of ESPN Zone, I see all these David Wright cardboard cutouts and tons of Vitamin Water. I make the quick executive decision I must go inside to see what this is all about. There inside was David doing a private event for Vitamin Water and their David Wright or Wrong contest. By "Private Event" I mean you weren't allowed across the red rope, but you could stand on the normal people side and watch. So I did...you would too. Out of it I got some good pictures, free Vitamin Water, and a PSP Demo of MLB 07 The Show. Not that I have PSP or really get the Vitamin Water hype, I would still say it was a successful event. The whole event was a bit ridiculous, and you can read some media coverage from the event here. The irony of the whole thing is perfectly illustrated in this story. The concept of the event was so wrapped up in informing those who think they will marry him with absurd details of his personal life, all while he insists that nothing comes before baseball. I'm not complaining though...Right Place, Right Time to see D.Wright again. Check. (I could have used a terribly corny play on words there but it annoys me when the media does it EVERY SINGLE TIME they write about David.)

I almost thought the Mets were going to pull out Wednesday's game against the Padres, but Carlos Delgado was as useful as my left thumb. Reyes breaking the franchise record for steals was obviously the highlight. That being said, I did have the opportunity to meet Ron Darling, who is incredibly polite and tall. When I have a chance I'll get the pictures up in which I look like a midget. This was big for me, as I truly enjoy when Ron is in the booth for the games. Despite watching baseball for as long as I can remember, I feel like I learn so much about pitching from him as it is something I cannot relate to. Be it pitch selection, how pitches are thrown, or how to mentally approach the game from the mound, I feel like I gain a lot from his insight.

The rest of the week has proved to stay crazy for the Mets. The entire series vs. San Diego was up and down. It was actually draining to be a fan for those three games. But for the most part the Mets have been playing pretty good ball. Reyes has been running like a madman and David Wright has just been down right ridiculous. It feels like Castillo has been a Met forever and I like it. And the Mets have widened the gap a bit in the NL East. It's crucial they have a good road trip in Philly and Atlanta to keep/increase the lead in the division. Mets toying with my optimism...Check.

I'm finally settled in my new place & will have my cable in working order by tomorrow. Updates this week will be much more abundant. Thanks for your patience!!

Update Coming Later Tonight

2007-08-24T17:01:00.000-04:00

Check back tonight for a much needed update. I'm home from the city and almost unpacked in the new place. It's been a busy week, but I was fortunate to catch a few good games in the city...along with a run-in with Ron Darling and David Wright. (Not together obviously) I'll be back later tonight with the run down.

Busy Week Ahead

2007-08-20T10:47:00.000-04:00

Monday off days are usually re-coop days for me. A day of no Mets as you know if you're a reader. This Monday is a little different as I'm heading to the city to catch the Mets this Tues. (if the rain holds out) & Wed.

As some of you may know, I'm returning to school this fall to pursue my master's in sports management full time. It's more than overwhelming despite the fact that I've only been out of school a year. Hopefully this year will go by incredibly fast and I can be done with school one and for all.

With the move & school starting, I'm sure my Mets time this week and next will be a bit limited. Hence the last minute effort to get to Shea before the craziness begins. A road trip to Philly may also be in the works, but we'll see how this week goes. I'll do my best to keep this updated daily, but if I slack off a bit, don't worry. I'll be back in full force once everything settles down. Thanks everyone!

Sweep?!

2007-08-19T23:20:00.000-04:00

I can barely believe my eyes. The Mets completed the sweep of the Nationals today with another solid effort from El Duque, who finally got a win. The Mets finally showed signs of power by having a big inning in the eighth to break the tie and solidify their first sweep in quite some time.

New York is beginning to string together some solid performances, both offensively and defensively. This week the defense was brilliant, while the offense scored 43 runs in 6 games. With just one loss this week, you almost are getting an idea of how potent this ball club really can be. Not to overshadowed are the performances of Carlos Beltran and Moises Alou. When Alou is not in the Dominican Republic, he is one helluva ballplayer at his age. I would put him in my lineup any day. Carlos Beltran has taken a lot of heat from me, but his recent outburst at the plate only leaves you scratching your head of what could be if he could put together a solid, healthy year from April to September.

Needless to say, let's not get carried away. This sweep came against the Nationals, a lower-tier team. As I've said before, these are teams the Mets should be beating, despite the fantastic job Manny Acta is doing in his first year. The Mets will face some good pitchers this upcoming week and need to continue to this roll against the Padres and the quickly fading Dodgers.

Speaking of the Padres, I'll be at Shea this Tuesday & Wednesday. Being outside the city I have to plan adventures to Shea in advance. If you'll be at the games, let me know! I would love to meet anyone who checks in here. Enjoy the off day Mets fans!

Bad Year to be a Met

2007-08-19T00:09:00.000-04:00

Valentin, Alou, Endy, Beltran, LoDuca, Castro, Gomez, Sosa, Perez, Green, El Duque, Pedro, and Sanchez. You name them and it seems like they've been on the disabled list this season. I love the Mets and all, but a Met is the last thing I want to be with the never ending injury bugging plaguing this year's team. If I had any say in it (and thankfully I don't), I may send the rest of this team on the field in bubble wrap.

Now add Damion Easley to that list after a horrible ankle sprain during tonight's game against the Nationals. Not the worst ankle injury I've seen watching baseball, but still awful to watch. The initial status of his injury is a grade three sprain, being the worst type of sprain. One can assume Easley is probably on the shelf for the remainder of this season. Being that he only signed a one-year deal with the Mets, who knows what his future will hold. It's an unfortunate injury since Damion has been an incredibly consistent bench player. Every time he has been in the lineup he has provided a constant remainder to Mets fans how potent their bench can be. With Easley being the latest addition to the hobble squad that is the Mets, I only hope Endy's return is right around the corner.

I've decided that the Mets will probably never be 100% this season. These injuries are getting a little ridiculous. That being said, besides that horrendous game in Pittsburgh, the Mets have been playing pretty good ball. We've seen some great defensive plays, decent pitching, and solid offensive efforts. Castillo has been a great addition to this ballclub and Wright could not have picked a better time to be swinging a hot bat. Thank god Beltran seems to have remembered that he's Carlos Beltran and Alou has been nothing but clutch. Hats off to Mike DiFelice who has been incredible while our catching tandem heals as well.

It's hard to tell if the Mets are starting to gel though. They're playing Pittsburgh and Washington; two teams they should easily dominate. Only time will tell if this team can get on a roll. If they can, it will make all the injuries a bit easier to cope with.

Hats Off to the Ladies

2007-08-15T12:13:00.000-04:00

I could ramble about last night's success against the Pirates, but let's get serious. They should be beating the Pirates; there shouldn't be that much to analyze. Instead I want to take a minute to bring your attention to a much appreciated post from a fellow lady blogger for the Mets.

I check in with Metsgrrl, Zoe Rice, and the Coppola Sisters on a daily basis. These ladies are more than entertaining and it is blogs like these that make maintaining sanity while being a Mets fan possible. Yesterday, Metsgrrl discussed why she didn't attend the SNY viewing party at the Hawaiian Tropic Zone. If you're a lady reading this, please check it out here.

There are those female fans that do go nuts for the pink shirts or strictly watch baseball because "Oh My God! I wanna be Mrs. Wright!" Don't get me wrong, I've met David Wright twice and he's all that he's cracked up to be, BUT I was a Mets fan long before David Wright was driving. So please note the distinction. There are ladies out there, that like some men, live and breathe with their team. They sit in the 40 degree weather of April to see their first Opening Day or save their pennies to take a pilgrimage to Spring Training. Some of us can probably dance circles around some of you gentlemen in a baseball conversation.

Metsgrrl often discusses a feeling of missing out, as being a "newer" fan, but when you read her blog she hasn't missed a thing. Being a baseball fan, specifically a Mets fanatic, you either get it or you don't. I always look forward to her honest posts and her amazing photos. Let's be serious, not all of us can stay even-keel as Willie suggest. Metsgrrl more often than not puts what most of us are feeling into words, all while being incredibly witty.

As she discussed in her most recent post, there are little to no women in the baseball industry to look to, which is unfortunate. I must admit as a high school kid, I aspired to be a play-by-play announcer, and veered away from that as I was in college. Maybe that came from no one who was worth looking to as "I want to be just like her..." As I head to graduate school to pursue a degree in Sports Management, I don't know if I'll still end up in media, or some other facet of the baseball industry, but knowing there are incredibly knowledgeable female fans seeking to be heard is more than motivation.

So hats off to you lady bloggers! Thanks to the ladies mentioned above for encouraging me to start blogging myself & for all they add to the Mets blogging community! Keep up the fabulous work!

Off Day = Mental Health Day

2007-08-12T21:32:00.000-04:00

While the Mets will look to the off day as a time to check themselves; I will treat myself to a day of NO METS!

I love the Mets...everything about them and I have for too many years. But the Mets test my patience and quite frankly, make me a very anxious person from April-October. This season's under-par performances are really taking a toll on my blood pressure.

Monday is a day for the Mets to decide to get it together. They need to focus on the "fundies." They need to decide when they are sick of being dominated by teams under .500. They need to find a balance of long ball and small ball. They need to stop running through signs and start knocking runners in. They need to decide to flip the switch and put what's already happened behind them. This is the time to say "six weeks left, let get this show on the road." David Wright preaches that this team needs to start going in for the kill and putting teams away. Well, Jose Reyes had the right idea today...just keep kicking them while they're down and we still can take the NL East.

Monday is another day to work out the ever-evolving disabled list. Marlon Anderson should be due back soon and Ramon Castro's arthritic back may pose a head-scratching position. When it comes to nagging injuries, it's time to pull up the boot straps and grit your teeth. It's mid-August and we all have bumps and bruises. I know I do.

Monday is my day away from the Mets, as I usually practice on off-days. This is how I maintain some sense of sanity during a very long season and I advise all of you to do the same.

El Esta Aqui?

2007-08-11T23:39:00.000-04:00

I have remained silent on my feelings about Carlos Beltran for far too long. Let me begin by saying, I honestly want to like Carlos Beltran. It's almost like I've been waiting for three years, almost begging him to give me something to cling to. See the thing is, Beltran will make an incredible catch, have a 2 homer game, or do some interview coming off as a real nice, quiet guy, and I want to like him. I want to cheer. I even really like his at-bat tunes. When I come home from Shea after Beltran hit a walk-off home run, I want to say, "Yeah Beltran, he's an amazing player!!" And that Harlem RBI commercial gets me every single time.

But then something happens the next day and I just can't. I bite my tongue and wait for the next roller coaster ride Beltran will take me on. Beltran has not had a very good year at the plate this season. Besides misplaying that ball in last night's game against the Marlins, he still is one of the best defensive center fielders. But to me, if you cannot come through in the clutch, you are not a complete player. Beltran has failed the Mets numerous times in a clutch situation. Yes, other Mets have as well, but when Beltran signed with the Mets, he was supposed to be "that guy." The big stud, five-tool, outfielder. He was supposed to be another major Omar acquisition to take us to the promised land. Three years later, I'm still scratching my head.

Carlos Beltran is not an old man. His quad, oblique, knee, calf, etc are all apparently very old though. He has more nagging injuries than I do pairs of socks. All ballplayers have nagging injuries, especially later in the season, but Beltran takes this to a new extreme. He'll never be able to stay in a good rhythm with non-stop setbacks. Plus, when your teammates can play through a broken bone and you sit out a hang nail, it doesn't really resonate with the Shea faithful. Coming back last night to play and then sitting out tonight because he's not 100% from the right side does not fly with me. If you say you won't play until you're 100%, then DO NOT come back until you are 100%. Carlos, that means from the left AND right side.

I would hope three years would give a player enough time to prove himself to a fan and a city, yet I don't really think Beltran has achieved that. He has had moments that he has been cheered by New York, yet I don't think he has ever been really embraced by Mets fans. I think we all know New York is not a perfect fit for Carlos Beltran and I'm not so sure it will get any easier as the next four years of his contract play out.

I know that Carlos Beltran is not a bad guy and he is still is an amazing athlete. In addition to that, I'm not saying I would want anyone else in particular manning our outfield. I do think the grind of New York may be too much for him, but he is going to have to find a way to survive. It almost pains me to write this article, because even today I still want to like Beltran. Maybe I've seen too many weak grounders to second, or too many ugly strike out swings, or too many flashbacks to Game 7.

I'm just going to have to sit it out when it comes to Carlos Beltran. I'm just not 100% yet; I suffer from a strain of my patience.

Meet the Mets, Beat the Mets

2007-08-11T23:02:00.000-04:00

I'm not sure if anyone is actually reading my blog. If you are, proceed with caution. I'm a bit annoyed with the Mets from top to bottom. Before I rant, let me thank David Wright for trying to be a one man show tonight. The bullpen let this one go, but not without a great night from #5. Whatever comes of my rant, David Wright is still on my good side. My very good side.

The Mets should have won both of these games against the Marlins. The bullpen has just been pitiful. Needless to say, this bullpen will never be as strong as last year's pen. This team is not last year's team, so it would be much appreciated if we could stop comparing the '06 and '07 New York Mets. I also have made an executive decision to not waste anymore of my energy on Willie Randolph. Chances are he will annoy me or frustrate me at least three times a week. I'm just going to expect it, deal with it, and move on with life.

I am not worried about Billy Wagner...for now. He's only blown two saves this season; perfection all season cannot be expected from him. If he does this in October, I may have a anxiety attack. The Guillermo Mota sans steroids experiment is over for me. Mota clearly is not going to be a consistent positive presence in relief. Therefore, I can't bear to see him in a situation with a game on the line anymore. Please and Thank you. Aaron Heilman will have 4-5 great outings, followed by a rough one. That's just Aaron Heilman. Here's hoping Sosa can remain effective as a reliever.

Thanks to the play of Lastings Milledge, Shawn Green has received a part-time demotion. I would say hat tip to Lastings, but Green's hat has probably already fallen off three times since I began this sentence.

Paul LoDuca has joined the party on the DL. Face it, we may never see the "A-Team" on the field this year in back-to-back games.

Carlos Beltran, one whom I have remained silent on this season, is the big winner of his own post. Stay tuned for that.

When runners are in scoring position, to win ballgames it is crucial to drive them home. Is this a new concept in baseball?!

I'm not really sure where the Mets are going to end up this season. They have the potential to win this division, but if they will play up to their potential is the big question. There are many Mets fans that continue to proclaim that New York will handily win the division, which was great positivity in May. I still believe it can happen, but I think it's also necessary for fans to prepare themselves for the worst if this team cannot snap out of this inconsistency. We have all been waiting for the lineup to finally kick in it to gear, and it really just hasn't happened. If it doesn't happen soon, the Mets season could see itself in serious jeopardy. Mets fans have seen some pretty terrible teams come through Shea and we have survived. The frustrations today come from fans watching a team that is far from terrible, yet turning itself into a less than intimidating team.

Forget a series win, a win tomorrow is necessary for this team to maintain some dignity.

Chop Suey...Again

2007-08-10T00:08:00.000-04:00

May 25, 2007...The post was titled Chop Suey. I concluded following the 3rd pitiful series against the Braves that I believed the Mets would still come out on top of the east and dominate in August. Fast Forward to today; another pitiful series against the Braves, another series loss. So much for domination in August by the Mets.

The Mets have to beat the Braves. They have to find a way if they are going to succeed this year. Go beyond the Braves, the Mets need to start winning and winning now against their division rivals. Pardon my annoyance, but this is getting ridiculous.

For those who argue it's a long season of 162 games, I agree with you until you can see the end of summer fast approaching. There's no longer a long season ahead of us. Winning against teams like the Dodgers, Brewers, and Cubs will only take you so far. With the unbalanced schedule (which I hate), you HAVE to win in your division. Plain and simple. If you take a quick glimpse at the remainder of the schedule, the Mets play most of their remaining games against opponents from the NL East. So instead of turning the page, someone may want to flip to the back and peek at the answers. We need answers sooner rather than later.

I appreciate the attempt at a comeback today. This series was a bit better fought than the previous three, but almost doesn't count at this point. I'm not angry, just rather disgruntled from being owned by Atlanta for the majority of my life. Willie Harris ruined my day and that silent "Oh my God" that came from David Wright following that catch is how I feel every time I have to hear Chipper named his kid Shea.

Speaking of D.Wright, who struggled against Braves pitching, has been solid lately on all fronts. Any April doubters should hide their faces. Beyond his play lately, hat tip to him for verbalizing what every Mets fan was feeling after today's game. (Check the quote of the week) The fluff from Willie Randolph does not make me feel better. Knowing that this loss was actually burning someone's ass IN the clubhouse made me feel better. Reason #415 why I love David Wright.

The Marlins are coming to town tomorrow night. The Mets need to come out strong and win these games. It's crucial for this team to start playing it's best ball heading into the stretch, which I believe we have yet to see from this squad. I sure do hate seafood, but a fish fry sounds perfect.

7 Best Things about 756

2007-08-08T13:44:00.000-04:00

Barry Bonds finally hit home run 756. Now I can sleep at night...

Just kidding. In all seriousness, I am quite happy this is finally over. I couldn't stand the hoopla anymore. Here's the bright spots of 756 to me. Check the Global NYM blog for a more serious take on Bonds.

7. ESPN will stop picking up coverage of god-awful games like a Giants vs. Nationals game.
6. ESPN will also stop interrupting every other show and sentence with a Bonds at-bat.
5. Mike Bacsik, a former Met, handed Barry #756.
4. I no longer need to watch Bud Selig mope in a luxury box like he hates his life.
3. The night was a bit over shadowed for me, as the Blue Jays were busy trying to get the last HA! in against Alex Rodriguez.
2. Obviously Mr. Matt Murphy, all decked out in the orange and blue.
1. The flashback to Bonds in 1986, while he was emphatically stating the record was not tainted. Perfectly timed.

Milledge Can Stick Around

2007-08-01T19:17:00.000-04:00

I have been away far too long and the only thing that's more annoying than an awful case of allergies, is that the Mets are still lacking the killer instinct I think they need to really go the distance this year. While I was away the Mets rattled off a good number of wins, which I expected. Other positives and negatives: Alou's return; Beltran's nagging injuries; Glavine's failed attempt of 300; Joe Smith's demotion; Pedro's continuing progress. But the one thing that has stuck out has been the presence of Lastings Milledge.

I can barely believe this post I'm writing; being one of the biggest Milledge skeptics I know of. I had some issues with Milledge last year and was not completely sold on this kid. He obviously had potential in what we saw of him last year; yet I was uncertain if he would be able to succeed in New York. Only time would tell if he really would "get his grown man on," as he stated in Spring Training this year.

Despite the little rap record blip (which was a bit blown out of proportion), he has been a good boost for the club. He has had a number of big hits, yet is still a little inconsistent at the plate. Milledge has also provided solid defense in the absence of Carlos Beltran and covers good ground to complement the less than speedy Green and Alou. A much improved defensive showing from that horrendous night Milledge had versus the Green Monster last summer.

Besides the obvious tools of the game, Lastings has a bit of a chip on his shoulder. It is a bit sub-dued, but a healthy chip. He always appears to be fired up when he's on the field, whether it be the fist pump after a slide into home, or a snap down of the glove after a fly ball. He's totally in it when he's on the field and that scores some points with me. I would rather have a player who's emotionally involved, although it can work against you at times, than one who approaches each day going through the motions.

Milledge has a swagger that I wish the Mets possessed as a whole and surprisingly, I hope he remains that way. Maybe I can live with Lastings on my team after all.

Missing in Action

2007-07-19T14:22:00.000-04:00

A brief comeback last night, thanks to David Wright's 3-run game-tying home run was quickly washed away by Joe Smith handing over the game winning run to the Padres. It was a disappointing loss, although nice to see the team attempt to fight back. Its been almost two months since the team fell into this "slump" and despite signs of life, they have never really broken out of it. Who's knows if they will this season; only time will tell us that.

The biggest problem with this team lies in its lack of consistency in their approach. They truly have lacked the killer instinct that it seemed they had in that opening series against the Cardinals in April. It would be nice if they could find it sooner rather than later. Besides that, the offense and clutch hitting has been M.I.A. Hojo's impact on this team has not been immediate and it's questionable if such a thing will even occur. August is fast approach and this team needs to show some strength heading down the stretch. Relying on Pedro's return to set a fire under this club is an unfair expectation. This team needs to reach within itself and find something to drive to the finish line. They cannot wait for someone else to motivate themselves.

Speaking of M.I.A, I again will be missing in action for the upcoming week. I spend some time during the summer working for USA Hockey. This causes me to be out of town for a week at a time with limited internet & Mets access. Last time I left they managed to win 8 of 9. I can only hope the same will happen this time around. I'll be back to update and catch up next Thursday. Until then, Let's Go Mets!!

Too Much For One Day

2007-07-13T00:25:00.000-04:00

I don't even know where to begin. It was a busy day in Flushing as Rick Down was fired, Rickey Henderson was hired, Julio Franco was DFA, Lastings Milledge was called up, and Marlon Anderson was signed to a minor-league contract. Did you catch that all? It took me a little while too.

Should Rick Down take the flack for a crop of veteran hitters that can't fix their issues? Maybe, but probably not. Unfortunately, his position takes the heat for their inconsistency and he is let go. Obviously Omar and Willie did not see eye-to-eye on this issue and time will tell how this affects this ball club.

Rickey will add a bit of spice to this clubhouse. As he will most likely assume the role of first base coach, he will most definitely still be "Rickey being Rickey." Hopefully his personality isn't too big as his role is now a coach and not a player in the limelight. The best scenario will be that the young guys on this squad will respond to Rickey and the veterans will be able to co-exist with him as the season progresses. Again, this will be interesting to watch play out.

With the departure of Julio Franco & Rick Down, Rickey Henderson is a bit of a 2-for-1 deal. He can replace that leadership that Franco possessed, while serving in a definitive leadership position. Or at least, I suspect that is the theory the Mets are buying into. Although Willie throws this team out there every night, one of Willie's glaring characteristics is his loyalty to those around him. At times this can be Willie's greatest flaw as well. We've reached the halfway point, and we need to win. We can't play the loyalty card and wait to win tomorrow. My guess is Omar Minaya was tired of waiting for tomorrow, like most of us were, and felt that some message needed to be sent to this team. Therefore all the moves today. So do not take these moves personally, especially Rick Down, but more as a first-class message that he is "the man" in charge and he will not be complacent. He has the talent and he wants them to produce. I don't think that's such a bad thing; as I personally get very frustrated will Willie's attitude at times.

I will be missing in action this weekend as the Global Facebook Mets Group will have it's first group day at Shea this Saturday. It should be a great day with pre-game festivities, Ralph Kiner Day, and all the other craziness I'm sure will come along with this day. It will be fantastic to meet 50+ other Mets fans; most of us which have been "friends" for a year, without ever meeting each other. Look for us on SNY! We'll do all we can to get our mugs on TV! And while you're at it check out our new group blog! Here's to a great weekend! I'll be back early next week to catch up!

Taking It Back

2007-07-12T00:18:00.000-04:00

I remember being a very young baseball fan and being very unaware of the great players baseball had to offer outside of New York. It must be said, a Mets fan in the early 90's was deprived of anything that could be described as great. I was unaware of Gwynn's hitting abilities in San Diego and Cal's consistency in Baltimore, but I did remember Ozzie and his flips. I realize my baseball knowledge had a lot of growing to do. Then there was Junior. The young kid with the backwards cap and the ear-to-ear grin. He was always making some ridiculous catch on my TV, or hitting a home run with his Griffey-esque swing. He is the reason I knew baseball existed in Seattle.

He was the charismatic kid who appealed to everyone is baseball. Old fans, young fans, you name it, you couldn't knock Junior. I even had a softball glove with his name on it. His face was everywhere as he became one of the bright spots of Major League Baseball, at a time when baseball was in its unhealthiest days.

Griffey Jr. was easily my first "favorite" as a kid that didn't wear the blue and orange. Looking back, he was the "Jose Reyes" of the 90's. Maybe not as off the wall, but you get the comparison. He was a player, a catalyst, an energy. He escaped the "Steroid Era" unscathed, shared the spotlight with A-Rod in Seattle, and then moved on to begin his career in Cincinatti. The color red has not treated him well as it seems like he has never gotten healthy since the switch, and with the neverending injuries, he slipped off my radar.

Fast Forward to 2007. Griffey Jr. is healthy again it seems. There are days at 37 that it looks like he hasn't missed a step. He's not as young as he once was, but he shows glimmers of the kid in Seattle who took over baseball 15 years ago. I couldn't be more excited to see him having a fantastic season and hope that he has a few more left in him.

I have a tendency to get caught up in certain moments during a season and the All-Star Game Introductions were one of those. Watching Junior, a favorite of the past, stand next to Wright, a favorite of today, and Reyes a few guys away, I oddly felt a bit old. I found myself saying to my brother, "Man, I remember Griffey's first Home Run Derby & All-Star Game." Beyond nostalgia, I was grateful at the chance to watch the generations overlap and see them play at least once on the same field. That is unless the impossible can come true and we see Junior in Orange and Blue.

Caught In a Fogg

2007-07-04T23:57:00.000-04:00

What is with this team? I really don't understand it. It's as if every now and then they tease us with the team they could play like and then they go right back to their complacent ways. It is a tough sight to watch, especially this past series against the Rockies, which was just plain ugly. There was nothing I could take from this series as a positive, not even the fact that David Wright continues to swing the bat, because when you still get beat by 10 runs, it just doesn't matter anymore.

The starting pitching was awful. The bullpen was brutal. The defense was shaky. The offense was not enough. The killer instinct of this team was extinct. Some nights it is like watching dead men walking; barely a heartbeat. Even Felicano was touched up tonight, committing the ultimate sin, "the Kenny Rogers."

Baseball is still just a game so I refuse to get so worked up about it. That being said, even this roller coaster is beginning to wear on my well-tested Mets fan patience. I do believe that teams will begin to deviate to where they belong as the season wears on, but I'm not ready to concede to this being the "real" New York Mets. One thing I do believe is that we do not deserve to still be in first place. The Mets have been fortunate enough to stay there through this month long skid, but they should not be there by any means. If you truly thought the Mets would run away with the division again, you were lying to yourself and this should be your very loud wake-up call.

Tomorrow this team will be in Houston. Hellloooo New York! You're out of Denver and back on sea level; time to get your head out of the clouds. Willie will sit in front of the mics tonight and tell the media that we did not play well. These are the type of series' that "keep you humble." Turn the page and come ready to play tomorrow according to Willie-speak. I respect Willie Randolph, and as I said before, I will not play armchair manager, but this attitude is growing old with me. This team has too much talent to be sitting home in October and wishing we had another tomorrow.

I Should Go Away More Often...

2007-07-02T16:08:00.001-04:00

All I needed to do was get out of town for the week and apparently the Mets could find a way to win. If I had known it was that easy I would have done it two weeks earlier. All joking aside, it wasn't vacation; I was out of town for work. Work took me to Vermont, not exactly the baseball hotbed of the U.S., and more so Red Sox country than anything else. Therefore, I was stripped of all access to the Mets, which after 3 miserable weeks of team play, one should think it was a welcome break. Not the case, as the Mets decided to go on a tear and win all but one game while I was away. Nice guys, real nice...

The bitterness has started to subside. Now I'm just relieved they remembered what real baseball is supposed to look like. It appears they're still struggling a bit to be consistent on all fronts, but the end result is looking much better than it did about a week ago.

I should try to keep my complaining to a minimum, as I did get paid to watch the best young hockey players in New England for a week. Sadly though, I missed my Mets. I'm happy to be home and to spend my evening with Gary, Keith, and Ron again. I missed being frustrated listening to Willie's postgame comments. I also forgot what a pulled hamstring looked like. And I definitely no longer have any memory of Moises Alou...Moises who? And as expected, it's nice to see the left side of our infield representing in San Fran next week along with Beltran and Wagner.

Good riddance to the month of June, which was less than lackluster. Hopefully, July will see that the Mets get back on the right foot; back in the swing of things. If Beltran continues to break out a bit, this lineup can really get on a nice little roll. It's hard to believe the All-Star break is fast-approaching, and we're already halfway through this season. Let's end this first half the way we began it.

Open Letter to the Mets

2007-06-23T13:18:00.000-04:00

Dear NY Mets,
For the upcoming week, I will be out of town for work and will be deprived of all things Mets. There will be no Gary, Keith, and Ron; no quick peeks at mets.com; no metsblog gossip. Needless to say, it will be a long week for me.

It would be nice if I could come back home to see you managed to get a few wins, maybe even a series or two. A few good pitching performances and a bounceback from the Carlos-es would be a nice addition as well. If Mike Pelfrey gets the start next Friday, I hope the kid gets it together. If the gods of baseball could also assist in giving the Braves & Phillies a few losses, it would be a successful week.

I will admit I will be a little bitter if I watched 3 weeks of lackluster baseball, only to be rewarded by great baseball and no access to it; but worse things could happen. Get me to October guys and I'll hold no grudges.

Thanks for your cooperation! Let's Go Mets!
Steph

*To those who may be reading along, I apologize in advance for a week without any updates. I will get back on track when I return. Have a great week!!

A Breath of Fresh Air

2007-06-22T21:32:00.000-04:00

A day away from all things Mets was necessary, maybe even refreshing. What was even better was coming back tonight and seeing the A-Team on the field. The Mets have taken the first game of a series again, but you had to feel good about this one.

The Mets got on the board first and piled the runs on as the night continued. Glavine had a typical Glavine-like outing and even helped his own cause at the plate. The Mets won this game with contributions from 1-9 in the lineup. More importantly, they looked loose, yet energized. They looked like the Mets team who was out there, clicking on all cylinders, and having fun at the same time.

I can't say enough about tonight's game. Reyes played his game, Beltran and Delgado looked much better at the plate, Glavine finally notched 296, they played small ball and long ball, and we were treated to some stellar defensive plays. On a sidenote, I loved every second of Tommy G trying to motor home from 1st base.

One can only hope this is a step in the right direction, but they must keep moving forward tomorrow. The fresh air feels nice.

Enter Words here

2007-06-20T23:50:00.000-04:00

I'm not really sure where to start with this one. I don't really have a title for the post or a direction. As a blogger, I suppose this is where my job comes in; to find words for all the moments in a season. Tonight, after a game that all of us knew we needed to win and believed we could win, I'm at a loss for words. Actually, I'm tired of words (but I'll still supply a few).

I listen to the postgame comments and I hear the same thing, night in and night out. The past two nights actions spoke louder than words; players began throwing gloves, hats, and dirt; their faces sulked a bit more; the calm and steady trend of the team began to completely unravel. I think it's okay to see some anger in this team, and do not believe it's a bad thing. Human nature is to get frustrated when things go wrong for any prolonged period of time, be it in life or on a baseball diamond. For Willie Randolph to play it off like they are just plugging along and fighting through this, while he "turns the other cheek" to the frustrated gestures, is getting a little absurd. I still do not think he needs to go in there and flip tables, but I am a little tired of the robot routine. To say these guys are not frustrated or angry at this point is to go almost as far as saying they are superhuman. I do not have the answer to how Willie gets this team back on track and that is fair enough. I don't make the money to do his job, therefore I'm not going to act like I know how to solve the puzzle. All I know is that I am a little relieved to see some signs of frustration from this team from those who are out there doing the fighting.

I still have faith this team is going to shake this. I don't believe in the "this may be the real 07 Mets" as some people are starting to think. This team is still better than that when they put together a complete game. Those have just been very few and far between these days. I cannot lie, I'm frustrated and a little distressed of late with this team. Fortunately we're Mets fans, and those of us who bleed the blue and orange know we should be bred to see the glass half-full. Keep the faith Mets fans! Ya Gotta Believe...it's all gonna be alright.

Go Away June

2007-06-20T12:30:00.000-04:00

Okay, first off I'd like to thank the Mets for taking a night off to participate in a Minnesota baseball clinic. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to decide for myself that highlights and cy young's are a pretty good indicator of one's ability. Thank you for letting the Twins remind me what small ball looks like. Honorable mention goes to the concept of terrible defense = embarrassing night.

A night after everything went right, everything went wrong. I know this team is "staying calm" and remaining on the same page by providing the media with replica quotes. The bottom line is, they got absolutely shut down by Santana and the Twins. Santana pitched a complete game shut-out on 92 pitches. It's okay though...we hit the ball hard.

I know the Mets have faced a lot of great pitchers during this skid, which has not helped their cause. But this team needs to find a way to beat these guys, because if this is any indicator how the Mets will fair in October (should they get there), I may need a blindfold. I still have not started to panic, as we are still in first and there is still a lot of baseball to be played. I am frustrated though, as frustrated as D.Wright was as he chucked his glove into the dugout. The Mets need to win tonight; they need A-game Ollie Perez; they need to win a series; they need July to come quick...

or maybe that's just what I need.

Maine: The Way Life Should Be

2007-06-18T23:40:00.001-04:00

Knowing that John Maine is on the mound makes me as calm as I'll ever be with a Mets starter on the mound. Yes, there are times when he can give up 3 straight home runs, or look less than extraordinary, but for the most part John Maine is as cool and calm as they come. This kid never gets to up, never gets to down, and always sees room for improvement. He has struggled a bit since his amazing April, but tonight he was fantastic. He held down the Twins and then the bats broke free. For once, everything worked tonight.

Due to the rout this game turned into in the late innings, John Maine may get lost in the numbers. Offensively, the Mets finally broke loose and got a win. Beltran and Delgado both got past first base, and LoDuca reminded us what a clutch hit looked like. There was some help for the unlikely in Ricky Ledee and solid defensively play all around. They hit the ball, they made the catches, the bullpen was strong, and Maine held a lead. All that equates to an all-around solid win. Again, it means nothing if we don't come out strong tomorrow. Santana will be a tough task, but the Mets can crack him if they ride this wave.

But for tonight, thanks for reminding us of how life in Queens should be.

10 years already...

2007-06-16T10:44:00.000-04:00

10 years ago interleague play began it's run and I find it hard to believe it's been that long already. 10 years ago puts me at a young 13 years old, riding in a car, on my way home from Long Island. On the radio, WFAN is pumping the car. The Mets were facing the Yankees for the first time and New York was crazy. We had been dreaming of this day for a very long time, but Yankee fans could not have dreamed of the outcome.

A less than fabulous Mets squad came into that series, completely out-hyped by the defending World Champion Yankees. But the Mets would go out and Dave Mlicki, another Mets pitcher who never quite made it, pitched the game of his life. He pitched a complete game shut out, while the Mets went on to beat the Yankees and Andy Pettitte, 6-0 at Yankee Stadium.

I still remember how excited I was as a kid in the car to hear we beat them. I can only imagine how Yankee fans tried to wrap their brains around what had happened. But if Dave Mlicki wanted something to be remembered by in a career with few bright spots, he had that with this game. So when people chuckle at my Dave Mlicki autograph among the few others I've acquired, I let them laugh. Over the years the Yankees have dominated most of the subway series matchups, but every time I see that picture, it's a nice reminder that on that first day, we had the last laugh.

You can check an an old article of Mlicki's account of that day here. Hopefully Glavine can tune into a little bit of history today...

So That's What A "W" Feels Like

2007-06-16T10:12:00.001-04:00

An off day and a win; exactly what I needed to curb the negative vibes. Truth is, we were all getting a little edgy and needed some sort of a break. I was a little uncertain coming into the Yankees series as to how they would respond. Thankfully, they put together a much better effort than in the previous days.

Ollie Perez. I don't care if he was effectively wild, or pitching with his eyes closed. He got the job done. When this kid is on, he is without a doubt one of my favorites. And I will admit I was not a believer after game 7. But almost nothing makes me more excited than the leap of the foul line now. So well done Oliver and keep it going.

Speed kills and that's what the Mets weapon of choice. Between Reyes and Gomez, and even Wright, they ran circles around Roger Clemens. If we can get some of this lineup into a groove, these guys can definitely pull out some wins. I am losing my patience with Beltran and Delgado. I know both are veteran players, but neither have been doing anything to contribute offensively to this ballclub. To make matters worse, I haven't even seen them answering any of the bazillion questions from the media. But when Willie makes a different lineup and moves both of them, they both have some complaint how they would prefer their regular spot. See, here's where I have a problem. Just because you're a veteran means nothing to me if you are not doing your job. So stick a sock in it Carlos-es and produce. Maybe then I'll consider your complaints. A Golden sombrero is not a step in the right direction.

Last but not least, Roger Clemens. This guy will go down as one of the most talented pitchers of his time in baseball, probably of all-time. As a man, I do not like Roger. It started with the broken bat incident seven years ago. It has boiled over to his multiple attempts at retirement and has come to a head with the Roger Clemens Family Plan contract. I think such a deal is worthless and to pay a man to pitch every 5th day, whoever he is, and give him the opportunity to come and go whenever he wants is bad for baseball. Baseball is still a game in which 25 guys go out each and every night to win a game. Becoming a great one gets you a ticket to Cooperstown and a spot in the record books, but not one of kind treatment if you are playing next to your peers. Respect is one thing, personal exceptions are another.

The Mets made no exceptions last night. They gave Roger his first L of the season and scratched out a win. They're going to need a little more umph in their bats to keep it going but I, personally, feel a lot better after last night's game. There was some life in the Mets that we had not seen in the past week and they held the lead. High five to the bullpen last night; the "tag team" shut down the big guys and Wagner gets the 1-2-3 save. So thanks for the reminder last night guys, but it doesn't mean anything if go back to your old ways.

Mental Health Day

2007-06-14T11:42:00.000-04:00

I was all prepared for a post today, but I'm going to save it for now. I need a mental health day; a day away from the Mets and all things baseball. I suggest you do the same. I have listened to far too many Mets fans ready to jump off the ledge, especially the last three days. I can admit to being your prototypical glass half-empty person, but I believe in the Mets. I believe someday I'll be able to watch this team win a World Series, pitch a no-hitter, and all the other things I've been eluded as a fan. The Mets have played terrible baseball the past few days, but when David says it's a test of their character, that rings true for us as well. So when things get bad, take a mental health day. Tomorrow we need a refreshed crowd, especially if I have to stare at Roger Clemens for 6 innings.

Wanted: Team Leader

2007-06-13T16:25:00.001-04:00

Thanks goes out to mets.com for making my job easy today and providing a blog-worthy picture. The June swoon has taken over, but this picture makes me laugh. It even was appropriate for my thoughts of the day. I couldn't even think about posting when I first woke up. I still didn't really have anything to say that I haven't already been through once, twice, or ten times. After some thought and recollecting on some post-game quotes, I have something to say.

I like Willie Randolph. I think he's a good manager, but he's still working out the kinks. There are times I question some of his decisions, but he gets paid the mediocre bucks (in baseball terms) to do the job, not me. Last night I held my eyelids open after a snore of an effort by the Mets and listened to Willie, LoDuca and Wright weigh in on the skid. Every single one of them had a different opinion. Willie comes from the land of "Tomorrow we find a way to win. It's an early season test." Okay Willie, if tomorrow we find a way to win, this has been one very long today. Paulie, who I would anticipate to be the one to fire his team up, still mumbles how this happens to everyone, it happened last year and they will break out of it. While across the clubhouse, David Wright told reporters this is more than a slump and they all need to step up and do something, including himself. Hmmm, seems to me like we have a standard case of "not on the same page."

Willie is supposed to be the beacon of light for this squad and right not I do not agree with his even-keel attitude. If I saw just a little bit of fire in him, I may believe that he is relaying that onto his players. Besides the manager, someone on that team needs to step up and say enough is enough guys. I'm not a big believer in a team captain for a baseball team, as guys take turns in a long season to carry the load. But when things are looking down for your team, someone has to take the wheel and help guide the ship the better days.

I am a big David Wright fan. I think the guy is a good ballplayer, but not a great one...yet. He's good for the game and the fans love him to no end in New York. As if he needed more of an upside, it turns out he truly is a good person and somehow is still a down to earth guy. Above any one player, I love this team; so I try to stay away from tooting his horn here, as he has his downright awful days too. Last night, he said what I wanted to hear from someone. He admitted this was more than just a little slump. He challenged his team to step up. Apparently he is the only one who has watched the highlights of their games and wondered who the hell is running around in Mets uniforms. He even went so far as to take blame and say he needs to step it up as well. This coming from the hottest bat in the lineup right now.

D.Wright is only 24 years old, and with the "veterans" around him there should be others showing signs of agitation. I do not expect him to be the one to have to motivate this team with only 2 full seasons behind him. Then again, he seems to have some experience of first-time slumps, as his April will show. Despite his personal scuffle, he showed poise and determination in finding his way back. Now he is finally stepping forward and saying what we've all been thinking, despite the fact that maybe it is overreacting and a bit premature. Maybe that's why he's so easy to like, as what he says is a bit easier to relate to than Willie-speak. So while we all try to be patient and wait for the turnaround, maybe we can rest our hope on #5 to be our superman.

Keep Your Chin Up, Mets Fans

2007-06-12T12:25:00.001-04:00

I really have not had the appropriate words to sum up the past few days in Mets land, and to be quite honest, I find a little bit of humor in searching for pictures to relay my feelings. I see Carlos Gomez shriveled up on the warning track and I think "Well this is kind of awkward." Then I look at El Duque and I can't help but think, "Yeah man, you're not the only one who wants to hide behind their leg." It's been a tough ride the past week or so. It's important to still see some light in things.

There are Mets fans coast to coast who are in total panic mode right now. I am not in the dark, this is serious business. The Mets are playing less than stellar baseball. But good teams are not guaranteed to coast along. If the Mets can turn around from this, and I firmly believe they will, they will be a better team because of it. The Mets came into the season as the team to beat in the National League, regardless of what Jimmy Rollins had to say about it. That means every single team is going to bring their A-game against us. They are gunning for us and want to take us down. So when we're not playing well, combined with a little extra incentive from the other dugout, we get what we have witnessed in recent days.

I've said it elsewhere, this team is far too good to stay this way. They'll break out of it. As a long-time fan, I would rather be slumping with this team than struggling in the days of Mo Vaughn and Roberto Alomar. Things are going to be okay. There are many who were quick to jump up and down when the team is 7 games up in first place, and those who will say "they never doubted the team" when they break out of this funk. The fairweathers stick out like a sore thumb. Your team needs your support now more than ever. We're all frustrated, but put the negativity away. Or at least hide it behind El Duque's leg.

Time to Stop the Bleeding

2007-06-10T21:59:00.000-04:00

Take a look at the expression on Jose's face. That is just about what I looked like after today's game, crawling in the dirt and all.

Okay yes, maybe that's a little extreme. But today wore me down. Everyone has a bad week and expects a little sympathy. Wednesday and Thursday I was full of sympathy and understanding. Today I looked on at the end of a pathetic week. This team had their one bad week free pass and now they need to right the ship (by now, I mean tomorrow).

I understand this month's schedule is not for the weak at heart, but I also believe that to be the best, you have to beat the best. The American League is stacked with teams that are much stronger than the National League, and if this Mets team is going to hang with the best of them in October they will look back in hindsight and appreciate this stretch. I do not agree with the Yankees playing the Pirates or the Phillies playing the Royals, and all the other hokey interleague matchups that will take place this week. That my friends at MLB, is incredibly unfair. But excuses only go so far and you must work with the hand you are dealt. Hence, the Mets need to find a way to win these games.

Enter tired, whining fan here. I'm tired of seeing the Mets have a lead in almost every game this week, only to blow it and break my heart almost every single day. I do not like 6 games in 7 days and only 1 win. I do not like sitting on eggshells when everyone who's name is proceeded by P is on the field. I do not want to hear about Moises Alou's calves anymore. I want Tom Glavine to win a game, not to get closer to 300, but to WIN A GAME. I do not want to read about laughter in the shower after a week like this. I'm absolutely horrified at Carlos Beltran's ugly strikeout swing. I don't want to see runners left on base every single inning. Seeing so many seagulls on a baseball diamond is disgusting. I want to enjoy D.Wright hitting 4 home runs in 4 games. I want someone else to pick up some of the load on this team so he doesn't get back spasms again. I want to win when we score 7 runs on back to back days. I want to stop whining...

The offense is not to blame during this Tigers series. Hats off to the Tigers for capitalizing on every single pitch the Mets threw this weekend. The Tigers are an incredible team and have a scary lineup. I do not have the answer for our pitching, but something has to give. Go play kickball in the park together, tap into the psyche of Jorge Sosa, have a 'pen bonding lunch in L.A., start growing your hair back immediately; these are just a few suggestions. I will be okay though. I grew up as a young Mets fan throughout the 1990's. I have seen bleak days and will not panic. I just needed to vent. I mean we all have bad weeks, and it's nothing that a couple wins won't fix.

10 Things I Learned at Shea

2007-06-09T13:40:00.000-04:00

Apologies for no posts this past week. I was in NYC and was able to catch Wednesday night game against the Phils. For living out of the area, I've been fortunate to see quite a few games at Shea the past two seasons. This last trip was a little different. It was an enlightening night (tongue in cheek here) to say the least. I share with you the 10 things I learned Wednesday evening.
1. When David Newhan has a double and a webgem, you are in for a long night.
2. If you get the chance to sit in the Picnic Area before Shea closes, do not pass it up.
3. Paul LoDuca is soooo slow.
4. Carlos Delgado is even slower.
5. I guarantee that David Wright will hit a HR every single game AFTER the one I was at. Grr.
6. A trivia question regarding Moises Alou's favorite vacation spot in not funny right now.
7. Chanting "EN-DY CHAVEZ!" doesn't work like the Jose chant.
8. Tengo un centurion negro. Professor Reyes never gets old.
9. Jimmy Rollins loves playing the Mets.
10. Mr. Met makes me feel like a 5 year old and I love it.

No Need to Panic

2007-06-09T13:31:00.000-04:00

This past week was gut check time for Mets fans. "Rookie" fans were ready to press the panic button, while long-time fans know the latest skid is nothing to get nervous about. The Mets suffered 4 straight losses, dropping 2 straight series which included the sweep courtesy of Philadelphia. Next up is the tough stretch of schedule against six of last year's playoff teams. It doesn't get any easier for New York, that is certain.

The Mets rolled into Detroit last night and looked like a completely different team. Reality is this year the Mets have looked terrible at home. I've only been to 5 games at home this year, but it is not due to lack of excitement. Shea has been full and rocking until the likes of Jimmy Rollins suck the life right out of the place. The Mets need to step up their game when they're within the walls of Shea, but with a little bit of scuffle, the best medicine may be to get this team on the road.

Last night Jorge Sosa was brilliant and completely shut down Detroit's potent offense. Strong performances from David Wright and Carlos Delgado put the runs on the board, while some fine defensive plays from Carlos Gomez and the infield sealed the deal. This team is capable of beating the quality teams in the American League and they may fair better than some expect during this next stretch. Today Oliver Perez will face Jeremy Bonderman, which if Ollie brings the A-game, this could be a phenomenal game to watch. Kick your feet up and enjoy, this is the best baseball can offer.

Here Comes the Heat...

2007-06-01T20:33:00.000-04:00

The Mets wrapped up the month of May by winning another series, this time against the Giants, to hold their lead to 4.5 games ahead of the second place Atlanta Braves. With the conclusion of last night's game we flip the calendar to June. June looks to be a true test of this team's ability. These Mets are a strong team and they'll need to show it for the majority of June. The month begins with the D'Backs this weekend, who come into New York playing great baseball as of late. Next week the Phillies return to Shea and the Mets will return the favor at the tail-end of the month. In between the Philly sandwich is a stretch of series' against every playoff team from the AL last season. This chunk of games includes the Tigers, Twins, Athletics, Yankees, and what the hell, throw in the Dodgers from the NL.

The Mets need to bring their A-game this month and make a statement against these teams. As long as the Mets keep winning each series and plugging along, hopefully they will be able to maintain and add to their division lead. It's imperative for the Mets to get their outfield healthy and keep their arms strong. The injury bug has been plaguing New York as of late, but as the summer heats up we'll look for the lineup to return to "normal." One thing is for certain, we'll be treated to some high-caliber baseball this month. Enjoy!

One Giant Ego

2007-05-30T23:58:00.000-04:00

For a couple days I have been sitting idle on the whole "Barry Bonds Circus." As hard as it is to avoid, I try to steer clear of too much coverage of his chase to break the HR record. Without a doubt it is the most prestigious of records, yet I cannot embrace Barry Bonds as a modern day baseball hero.

I am a firm believer in innocent until proven guilty. At the same time, I also believe in using common sense. My common sense, along with the rest of humanity, believes Barry Bonds was juicing at some point in his pursuit of this record. Now I do not believe Barry Bonds should take all the heat for an entire era of baseball that is tainted with steroid use. But as someone who is about to take a historic stride in this sport, besides Giambi's moronic statements, he is the man in the spotlight.

He is a man who tries to schedule his spotlight moments by having press conferences every first day of a road series to minimize media glare. In doing so, he only creates more of an obnoxious spotlight on himself. Mr. Bonds craves the attention and takes pride in skirting around every question shot his way. No Barry, I don't think it's funny. As a baseball fan for years, you are wearing on my nerves.

I love baseball. I love everything about it. I respect the great players who have graced a baseball diamond in previous generations and I look on in admiration at the amazing feats so many of them have accomplished. Because of that passion, I look on as Barry chases this record and cringe at the thought of it. He is smug, full of himself, and convinced we are all out to get him. He's even convinced Barry Zito of the me against the world theory. (Check out the latest issue of ESPN Mag. for proof.) Barry Bonds cannot even run out a ground ball to first base. He cannot hit a lick off a left-handed pitcher. Yet he holds on to break Hank Aaron's record; a record that when broken should be embraced and celebrated. This is a record that fans should applaud and admire, while creating an outpouring of love for a new home run king. Sadly, this feat will be tainted by the man who breaks it and the boos from those who witness it. But Barry probably won't notice. He'll have his headphones on.

Papa Pedro

2007-05-26T14:14:00.000-04:00

Last night started out as an amazing comeback performance for El Duque, only to be matched by Sergio Mitre's pitching performance. It was the starting pitchers though who were the only one who could be pleased with their performances. The Mets actually made me a little upset last night, which would have magnified had they not pulled the game out in the 9th. Last night was one of those games where I had to watch with one eye open and the other closed. Both teams at times, particularly the Mets, just looked out to lunch. Willie Randolph will do all he can to redirect any questions regarding lack of effort from last night's performance, but I want my guys to run out every play, whether you're a veteran or a young star. I want my guy to throw a bullet in from the outfield when we're up on in the bottom of the 8th. I don't want my closer throwing 30 pitches with a 6-1 lead. Willie is a fantastic leader of this time, but there are times when his responses are more than frustrating, especially when just 24 hours before he stated "the Braves just looked like they wanted this one more." Fortunately we won this game, or it would have looked even uglier.

One thing I did watch with eyes wide open was Pedro Martinez. Every time I've seen him this season, I think back to that awful image of him when he was visibly upset in the dugout last September. It's like looking at a new person. He's in great shape, confident in himself and his health, and eager to get back out on the field. Seeing Pedro in the dugout makes me excited. He brings that x-factor to your team with his endless energy and obvious talent and he offers endless insight to the young members of this team. His return after the all-star break will be a shot in the arm for this team, one that no other team can acquire through a trade.

Pedro stated last night when speaking with SNY that he had nothing to prove in his return and he's right. Pedro's numbers speak for themselves. He will make an immediate impact and give the Mets the ammunition to head straight to the promised land. Can't wait til you're back Papa Pedro.

Chop Suey

2007-05-25T12:46:00.001-04:00

Mets vs. Braves: Round 6-9. We are only a quarter of the way through a very long season, but the Mets cannot shake the Braves. Yes, I believe in the long run we will come out on top as the best team in the N.L. East, but I'll have to wait patiently for August to see the Mets dominate the Braves. I don't know if the Braves will always haunt the minds of the Mets and their fans, but over the last few days I have come to terms with a few things.

1. I hate playing in Turner Field.
2. I wish Oliver Perez could pitch 3 straight days.
3. I'm over Glavine vs. Smoltz.
4. I still loathe the Tomahawk Chop.
5. The Atlanta Braves still have the most pitiful fan base.
6. The Subway Series is fun, but losing to the Braves hurt more than the Yanks.
7. It's hard to root against guys like John Smoltz; a total gamer & an outstanding guy.
8. I need Jose Reyes to grow his hair back and get on base.

For now, we rest our confidence in the rest of the National League to beat up on Atlanta. It's time for the Mets to start chopping again in Miami.

Declaration of Endy-pendence

2007-05-22T00:23:00.001-04:00

It started Friday evening around 7:12pm, Shea Stadium, Flushing, NY. Johnny Damon hit a ball to left and Endy Chavez came up with it. Damon tried to stretch his hit into a double and Endy threw a bullet to 2nd to get the first out of the game; and set the tone for the 3 game set between the Mets and Yankees.

Even the Empire State Building got caught up in the excitement this season. With both teams represented throughout the weekend atop the ESB, the winner of the series had exclusive lighting rights Monday night. The battle for bragging right was officially underway.

Is the Subway Series the most important series of the season? No. But ask anyone in the stands this weekend at Shea Stadium if they wanted to prove a point and the answer was yes. I sat in Mezz 9 Friday night and watched Endy put out Johnny Damon. I watched the Mets trail after Matsui's HR; meanwhile, the Yankee fan next to me did everything to contain himself saying the Mets didn't stand a chance. But then there was Endy...

Endy Chavez has a knack for the dramatic. Extra inning wins, ridiculous catches, game-winning bunts, and a priorty mail message to the Bronx. Move over kids, there's another team in town. His 2 run HR Friday sealed the deal for the Mets. From there Perez pitched another solid game, Joe Smith made Mr. Jeter weak in the knees, and Billy Wagner nailed down the save. It was an intense game to the very last swing and miss from Giambi, but I wouldn't have had it any other way than to see the guy next to me walk out of Shea meekly with his tail between his legs.

Yes the Yankees staged a rally Saturday in the rain, but the Mets held out. At that point we had won the series. Yes the sweep would have tasted sweet, but what maybe felt better was watching the Mets lose Sunday night with a shrug of the shoulders. Eh, we won the series, we've got the lights Monday, had a good homestand. Now off to Atlanta.

Ask any Yankee fan and they won't tell you they lost a series to the Mets this past weekend. They'll tell you how they "almost" came back and a rookie shut the blue and orange down. They can't see the reality of the situation. The Yankees are clawing for every positive they can find right now. I say, let them claw for it.

I walked around Manhattan Friday afternoon and saw a sea of blue and orange. As much as many may say the Yankees are America's team, I truly believe the Mets are turning New York into their city. It's a nice feeling, although one I'm not quite used to yet, to see so many Mets fans to high five on the street. The Mets have finally broke free of the "other team" stigma and it may not have happened if Endy Chavez hadn't set the tone of a chilly Friday at Shea. If you don't believe me, look to the skyline for proof.

Chaos and the Number 7

2007-05-15T01:29:00.000-04:00

His name is Jose Reyes. We know him and by now, everyone else should too. This kid is just nuts. And that is why I love him. Baseball itself brings a smile to my face. It's a game that makes me happy & that I probably get far too wrapped up in from March - October. I never could have imagined one human being could multiply that feeling tenfold.

Jose Reyes is an absolute weapon on this Mets squad. Tonight, Delgado may have been the man at the plate when the winning run came strolling in. Yes, Delgado worked a great AB, but Reyes was the miracle worker tonight. A lackluster bottom of the 9th turned into a little bit chaos once Reyes reached the basepaths. But we're used to that; we don't expect peace among the bags when Reyes is out there. With his steal of 2nd on the pitchout, he created the energy and that run. Mr. Number 7 created some chaos for the Chicago Cubs, despite the fact this is becoming the norm for the blue and orange.

Speaking of Chaos and 7, today I nabbed some tickets to Friday night's Subway Series matchup. How I have managed to hit Opening Day & a Mets/Yankees matchup in the same season and still live 5 hours away from NYC is beyond me, but I'm not complaining. I am so excited to be at the first game between these two teams this season. It is most definitely going to be...well, chaotic at Shea. Am I a little anxious? Most definitely. I'm not really sure what to expect, because despite the lack of interest outside of the NYC area, there's still the fire between these two teams' fans. Although I feel like it is only appropriate to ride the 7 train to Shea Friday night, I haven't decided if I'm going to do it. Between Reyes, Mets vs. Yankees, and the 7 train...that may be a little too much chaos for me.

Wright Kind of Wrong

2007-05-10T12:20:00.000-04:00

The Mets are a bit lighter these days. Some may say a bit cooler, even a bit closer. Whichever way you see it, I think it's a fabulous thing. A couple days of go the Mets decided to shave their heads. Some may see it as antics a college team would do, or a playoff superstition, but the Mets claim it's a move to show team solidarity. David Wright, who has looked anything but right this year, needed to change things up. Maybe a bit more drastic a change than most would choose, he became the leader of the pack, shaving his head first and prompting the rest to shed their locks. Since then, he's had a couple good games at the plate. Time will only tell if the new cut is the difference maker.

Some may see this as a foolish way to pass the time on a long road trip, but I love this team. I love that they love each other. I like to see them as a solid unit, even if haircuts are their way of showing it. I know it sounds biased as a Mets fan, but I do not believe you can find a team that is as close-knit as the Mets have been the past couple years. I also love that Mets fan are a crazy bunch; and should the Mets get hot after this hair loss, you'll see a lot of bald heads at Shea.

As much as I love the new dos, some of these gentlemen look just plain awful. Shawn Green sans hair is just downright wrong.

One Big Blue & Orange Nation

2007-05-03T20:14:00.000-04:00

Much is to be said about the effects of new technology. Be it YouTube, My Space, Wikipedia; we truly are all connected and can get a sneak peek into just about anyone's life. My choice of creeping is Facebook. I tried to stay away from it, but I caved. And it may have been one of my better decisions.

Besides constantly looking at pictures and wall posts, I stumbled across a group: Global NYM Facebook Group. I quickly joined and didn't do much else beyond that. This past summer I started leafing through the threads and was intrigued by some of the discussions (while less intrigued by others). I thank Mr. Lastings Milledge for creating such an argument I couldn't resist to jump in. Since then it's been a pleasure to become a "regular" and get to know Mets fans from all littlle corners of the country.

As a lonely Mets fan among either Yankee fans or baseball haters, it is nice to "know" others who have the same passion for this team. Through this group, we've started Fantasy Leagues, documented Keith Hernandez humor, achieved some group representation on Mets Weekly & ESPN.com, and have an upcoming group day at Shea this summer (thanks to the hard work of a few gentlemen). With 12,000+ members and still growing, there always something to talk about. We're a strange little bunch, an odd family of sorts. We're a bit dysfunctional, but none the less, quite fun. So if you're looking for a place with a little Mets love, come join us.

A Tale of Two Aprils

2007-05-01T02:04:00.000-04:00

May 1st is upon us...and it's been a while since my last post. The first 30 days of a long season behind us and I can't help but wonder if this one is any different than the last. Last April we found ourselves in almost an identical position. Aprils end last year brought us a change of the guard at second base; the first dip into reserve arms after an injury to a starter; a record to be content; and a lead in the NL East. Fast forward to 2007 and some things are eerily similar...

Today we send El Duque (no surprise) and Valentin to the DL, causing up to double dip into New Orleans. Everyone seems so fragile and fingers are crossed Alou will be fine after his awkward run in with the chicken wire in left field this evening. The Mets record is nothing to frown about, yet those who have been tuning in every night know some of those losses should have been W's and some of those losses were not pretty. It's been a ho-hum April for me and I look forward to this team breaking out as summer approaches.

April brought my first home opener (and the following two games of the Phillies series) which was an unforgettable thing for a lifelong Mets fan. It also brought some of the coldest hours I've endured watching a ball game. The "breeze" at Shea in early April is relentless. This spring also brought the continued growth of Jose Reyes. He has sealed the deal as being the most exciting kid to grace baseball in years. And April proved to be a picture perfect month for John Maine and Joe Smith.

Those who are happy to see the calendar flip include Delgado & Wright. It's particularly frustrating to watch Wright through this slump. Mets fans haven't experienced a real "down time" from this kid and he is without a doubt putting incredible amounts of pressure on himself to break out of it. As fans we expect so much out of these kids, but I can only hope the boo birds calm down. He's working hard to come through this and we have to have faith in this kid. It's heart breaking to know how much effort he's giving, yet still his frustrations are coming out in every way; throwing his helmet, kicking the dirt, sitting in the dugout after the game. One can only hope it's May flowers for our corner infielders.

April has treated us well enough. We're fighting for the top spot in the East, our arms have hushed the naysayers, Endy is being Endy, and our outfielders have been swinging some hot bats. Things could be worse...we could be in the Bronx.

Christmas in April

2007-04-08T01:03:00.000-04:00

Sunday morning...1am. Can't sleep because I'm like a 6 year old kid waiting for the guy in the red suit...or more like the 23 year old waiting for the blue and orange. In the morning, I'll pack up my little crap car & make the 5 hour drive to the city/New Jersey. And when I wake up Monday morning, it will be time to open the presents.

I've been a Mets fan as long as my memory serves me, yet have lived a bit too far north of Queens to frequent Shea. When the Expos still existed, that was how I got my Mets fix. Otherwise it was strictly the days of Channel 9, MSG, and Fox Sports NY to get me through. Finally, I made it to Shea in 2001, and not again until last August. Last summer I was fortunate enough to be at the comeback game vs. the Cardinals...a mere miracle considering I planned the trip 3 months before. Monday I'll witness what I've seen for so many years through a 20-inch screen...Opening Day. If I could find the words to describe my excitement, here is where they would be.

Beyond that I'll be in town to catch the rest of the series against the Phillies. It should be a fabulous (yet frigid) week in the city. I've been practicing my boo-birds for Mr. Rollins. I've packed 16 layers for the week & a pair of winter boots. I'm ready for what will more than likely being my one and only opening day at Shea...even if there is some snow on the ground. Christmas in April...that's what I said.

Straight from the Gate

2007-04-04T23:53:00.000-04:00

I know, I know. Willie says this is just the beginning...just like any other game. But the truth of the matter is...it's not (at least not for the fans.) The first game, the first series; this was the first impression & you don't get a second chance at a first impression. The Mets needed to hammer the Cardinals. They needed to come out of the gate strong & make a statement...

The Mets we saw in the first 3 games of a young season looked like they didn't miss a step from last year. This team is as determined to succeed, if not more. Their defense was rock-solid and the bats have been dusted off from the sunny days in South Florida. It was almost as if with every hit, every pitch, every DP, this team was saying, "we deserved it & we'll have it this time." Statement has been sent, first-class mail.

Mets pitching is toying with early season brillance right now. Of course, no one can jump to conclusions until Perez takes the mound & Pelfrey gets his turn in a couple weeks. It is going to be incredible to watch Glavine notch his 300th with this squad and El Duque will be a stopper for us, even if he does turn 74 while doing so. John Maine can be the dark horse of this squad. As the #3 man he's expected to be a fairly solid pitcher, but I've always believed he is the deciding factor of the state of this rotation. He is the middle man who can change the face of the rotation. If Maine has an outstanding year, the rotation is no longer "Glavine, Hernandez & the young guys." Maine has to set the tone for Perez and Pelfrey...and turn heads with the potential of this rotation.

Yes, I know this is only 3 games. There are 159 to go...but these guys look like they mean business. Now the Mets must show this is more than just revenge juice, and take their punches to Atlanta and Philly over the coming week.

Let the Games Begin...

2007-04-01T16:49:00.000-04:00

Opening Night 2007. When we lived through the infamous called third strike that brought an abrupt end to the 2006 season...it seemed as though it would be impossible to survive until April 2007. Now here we are on the cusp of a brand new season, with that October night at Shea still so fresh on our minds. It seems like just yesterday "the bad guys" celebrated on our turf. Starting the new season in St. Louis is nothing more than a double-edged sword. It seems only fitting that we begin right where we ended; to be given a chance to right the ship; send a new message to Redbird nation. And yet, a bit gut-wrenching to watch the Cardinals raise their banner; a reminder of what 2006 could have been....

So many questions surround the 07 Mets squad; questions that can only be answered by tossing the first pitch. I sit here in anticipation of what this season may bring...yet it's bittersweet to officially see 2006 become "last year." I do not doubt that these Mets will bring us new memories to make 2007 stand out...but to top last year; there are some faces that need to stand out as well. High hopes rest on the shoulders of our young arms, while more of the same is anticipated of our veterans. And prayers are being said from Mets fans coast to coast that this year does not become another "they fell just short."

It's hard not to get ahead of ourselves...this is just the beginning of a very long season; a marathon of sorts. We may see some adversity along the way; so fans better have the endurance to make it to the end. Although many of us can't be in St. Louis, it's time to throw some hot dogs on the grill & cozy up on the couch. 2006 is behind us; Spring Training records are wiped clean; Preseason predictions mean nothing. Summer for a baseball fan has officially begun...so let the games begin.

A Quick Little Intro

2007-04-01T16:40:00.000-04:00

Hi everyone...to those reading, most of you will probably fall upon this as Mets Fans. The past few months I've read many different blogs & enjoying seeing other people's opinions and views of the Mets and baseball in general. I've been a fan of the Blue and Orange for as long as I can remember, as it was my grandfather who planted the seed. My days may only date back to the late 80s of this organization...but I've seen enough to see the peaks and valleys of these Mets over the course of time. Although I can't get out there & hit balls out of the park, baseball is easily my biggest passion. Hopefully as a fellow fan you'll enjoy the blog. Feel free to comment & have some friendly banter. I'm going to try to keep my blog updated frequently with Mets news, as well as other things around the major leagues. Enjoy kids...and here's to a fabulous 2007 season.